wondering

every single day
i look at myself
oh how much hate do i have to see?
and i plan on being happy yet
i know my dreams will get crushed
and i say all these sweet things
i try to be that person
that person that i want to be seen as
i've never hated anyone
i've never been like that
and my mind is so respectful that
no matter how much i try i'm always
always overlooked
but why?
my chest hurts and i don't know why....
my smiles fake and my laughter the same

End