Look i wasn't there the day of your death writing it won't make it better but it would make me feel better just to let someone else know that i did care about you even now that you're dead my life hasn't changed even though i mourn for the the death you brought us forth i will try to live the way i was before this happened even though I've been thinking of ending my life as well even though you died in an accident i would die by suicide anytime soon just to make me escape from this pain that i have to carry the stress and the decisions i am supposed to make i can't take it i really can't so i may fade away forever don't remember me anymore don't cry for me don't miss me don't feel sorry for me in fact you should hate me despise me and reject me from your life