so i read the bleach chapter this morning and or what a mourning it was....
no he cant be dead!!!! it was so sad!!!!! omg no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why didnt she save him!?!?! i believe strongly that ulqui really does love her now..... i mean... why else would he ask? i hate this!!! why do i have to fucking be so weak and cry? i have been trying not to.... even when someone told me the spoilers i tried to tell myself that it dosnt happen.... but i couldnt help myself then..... and even now i cant accept him as dead.... he has to be ok..... in the state they left the chapter maybe they can undo orihime's fail to react and she could save him..... but this time if something good dosnt happen then i fear it is really good bye to the one character that i can truly say i love the most...... it hurts.... both physically and mentally.... when im really stressed out and sad it hurts my insides.... this sux.... ulquiorra you cant be dead! you can't be gone!!! i love you so much!!!!
i was at my friend sarah's house when we read it.... at the end she hugged me and she was there for me... im glad i have a good friend that understands me..... then she left and i hate when people see me cry so i tried to hide it but i couldnt and every time i looked up i saw it again. she came back with some scissors a lighter and the ichigo figure she accidentally got and she handed them to me. i started laughing but i was still crying so it was like.... really odd but i could stop. we made a video and I'll send you the link later..... and then we took it outside and burnt him because the lighter was being a bitch.... now he is in a box which sarah is giving to me and i think that i will give it to ulquiorra. i love him.... and i will forever......
its not fair!!! how couldnt he regenerate?!?!?!? that makes no scene on kubo's part!!! and ulquiorra saved them!!! he saved ichigo, orihime, and ishida so if any one plans on sending me crap like " YAY THAT BASTARD IS DEAD!!!!" or "GOOD!!!! IM GLAD ICHIGO KILLED THAT EMO BITCH!!" im not going to even fucking reply to it. if you even plan on it and then you dont apologize to me for just thinking it then i think that you shouldn't bother talking to me ever again. fuck those people! ulquiorra deserves better!
