well im really sorry i havnt been on much... the last few weeks of school never seemed so hectic before..... im sorry....

i think that teachers all meet and decide to pack us with work all at the same time when they know we cant miss it. they always set traps too.... i have 3 huge things i need to do and we just got off of the social studies state test.... and they knew we were going to have it yet they still give us all this crap... i have to do a project in english (due on friday) and one in math (due on monday)..... it sucks!! i mean i was packed with homework in social studies and pushed to my limit in there and just when i think im able to get a break, NOOOOOOOO..... i HATE it! at home im doing homework from the time i get here to the time i go to sleep and at school i have classes all day other than in study hall... so in study hall, the one time i have the freedom to do nothing, my math teacher was at the library with another class.... and then she comes over and starts yelling at me for not doing any work.... which really shouldn't matter to her until im in her class....she says that i really need the grade.... and im not going to argue with her because i know that i do, but i mean.... we all got different days that we had to have it done by. and if i need the grade so bad then why did she give me the 1st day????? god i hate it.... and im guessing your all tired of hearing my constant bitching about this sort of stuff... im sorry but i think this was the first time in my life that i have had to really restrain my self from going ballistic on a teacher.... and then she hounded me in her class too.... it makes me want to punch her in the face!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! ........i cant wait until school is over so that i can be out of that grade and NEVER have to see her again..... shes a hoe biscuit XD

once again, im sorry.... im stressed out like i have been for a while..... i think that the first thing i do when school ends is sleep... then go swimming in the river next to my house.... and then sleep some more.....

i need to get to drawing..... and learning Japanese..... and a bunch of other things.....like answering all the messages i have and commenting on pictures but i cant.... so for like.... the 4th time i think, im sorry..... and happy grimmjow (and Byakuya) month to all....