".. but why?!"

i am moving.
definitely.
just 2 hours east.
nothing too huge, but it's a move.
some shit blew down around my parent's house.
between my sister and i, we both said what was on our minds.
well, i said what was on my mind. it sounded as though she just said random stuff that she thought would annoy me. it didn't, and it actually.. proved my point against her..
i mean, it's complete crap that she was just using my parents.
they did everything they could for her, and she complained about every bit of it.
not cool.
though, while i was telling her the truth, she also said a truth about me.
i don't do anything for my parents, i don't take them for granted like she does, but i don't really do anything for them.
so, i decided it actually is time to move out.
seriously, can't be expected to do nothing all my life.
i actually looked into a few jobs the few times i went to rapid, the place i'm moving to, and i found a couple of good places that'd be willing to hire me.
one is a gamestop. i love playing video games and stuff, and i know the guy who works there, so i'm hoping it'd be a good idea to work in a video game store.
the other place is a guitar shop. i don't know how to play guitar that well, but i do know about guitars. the hardware, and the maintenance. i don't know everything, but i'm completely willing to learn it all.
it's going to become exciting for me soon.
maybe i'll have more to talk about rather than "what game i played today" or, "what i want to do" or anything.
plus, i can start actually moving towards what i want with my life.
i don't know what that is, but a little life experience can help me find out.

but, other than all that.
this week (hopefully) is good-bye week.
i already told a couple of my friends. (reaction in title)
my parents, namely my mom, aren't really taking it well.
she keeps trying to convince me to stay.
i don't completely get it, i mean.. it's only 2 hours away.
but, moms will be moms i guess.
i haven't had a chance to tell everyone.
i'm just trying to make plans to hang out with everyone before i leave.

another good idea with all this.. is that i can get a job and save up a lot of money.
then i can go up to north dakota to see a great friend.
i've been wanting to go visit her for a long time.
completely awesome.
that'd be completely great to do.

.. OH.
also, dude.
i have teal hair. (see below ._.)
it's really cool.
it will also most likely hinder my chances at a job.
well, certain ones.
i hope not, though.
it's just a different color.
doesn't mean i'll be.. all..
like. slacker or weird or different in any way.
it was originally just going to be a light blonde.
like, platinum.
with some teal in it.
but then i really liked how the teal turned out..
so i did my whole head teal.

well, i'm really getting lost in my head.
thinking about this move, and the possibilities.
not to mention what to do when i get there.
so, i'ma go write something.
or make a plan or talk to someone.
either way, i'll leave you all alone.
see ya.
-
aru.

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