I was in and out of sleep when I wrote what's below; around 12:20am-ish the other day. ummm, and when I say 'you', I'm not refering to anyone in particular, just people in general I guess. I dunno. And it's called White Wall because my room's walls... they're white. Stupid, boring white walls.
White Wall
I wanna figure me out
But I don't seem to be getting very far.
Not another step, before sleep impedes...
Afraid the world is happening without me,
Time seems to move on without sympathy.
You're so far away
And I'm stuck behind pallid walls.
Want to tell you everything
But...
What to say?
What to do?
So confused.
Thoughts scatter and scurry every which way.
I'm the only one I can talk to.
Easy to listen to and easy enough to understand.
These ramblings though...
They bring out the paranoia in me
'Cause I wonder how much time there is left.
Reason brings out the ugly in me
Cold and distant, 'cause who needs hope?
Leads me to believe I bring out the worst in me.
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ha, so yeahh. I fell asleep by then xD
Think I'ma sign off now so g'nite everyone.
-9:32pm
