Fairy Tale Syndrome

I dun really post poems here but putting this one up 'cause it was a collab with one of my friends in NM (New Mexico). <3 I came up with this random title ^^ XD Guess who wrote which part? ;P xD

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"Happiness must be with the stars.
So high, they are out of reach.

Maybe we can take a rocketboat and sail our way up.
Let our imaginations guide our ship.

How fantastic, a ship run by our love.
About as realistic as the happiness we wish to reach.

When we wake, we find that this happiness was a dream.
Will it stay?
Will it return?
Will we make it our own?"

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Heart of stone or gold, either way it breaks just the same...
You told me once my heart was made of silver. Silver, not gold.

But it's impossible to tell now, all the pieces are s h a t t e r e d and are too weak to reflect anything anymore
I've tried to put them back together. But I'll never finish. You'll always have a handful of me.

If hearts could fly, I'd think I'd like to scatter mine across this lonely little world.
Maybe a piece of me will be important to someone, someday...

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I've cried enough tears to <b>drown</b> this lonely city.

"Population?" One.

"Location?" Center of my ribcage, between the lungs.

This town was once bright and lively,
Flowers blooming with our love,
the grass, such a lovely shade of green,
the sun always shone to warm us,
you said it was always nicer here...
With me.

But since you've left,
it's nothing more than a sodden ghost town.
The flowers have wilted,
the grass gone,
the sun hiding behind these storm clouds.

All waiting for the day you return...

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What does if feel like to belong? I still can't find that answer...
I don't even know if that's the right question

How long will I keep searching? I have until the end of time
--but eternity is too painful of a burden to bear alone

Acceptance can be a bittersweet and cruel thing
Will it be worth all the blood and tears shed?

I don't know if I can carry on anymore

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Is it ok to be dead inside if I pretend to be alive?
There must be some part of me that still lives, deep, deep inside

Am I? Have I ever been?
...I wonder what it means to just live and enjoying every breath, even the sharp painful ones that linger in my chest

Ba-dump, ba-dump ...I'm still alive...just barely

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Hope you liked it~Raine-chan ♥

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