-huff- Finally done with chapter five. I don't know why it kick the shit outta me, dunno why it wanted to kill me but it did. I don't know why but writing the stupid sex scene was easier than attempting to get Roxas and Riku to bond. BOND DAMN YOU!

In my head... those two can never fully get along. Though I do appreaciate good writing where people put 'em together in kinda cannon-ish, sick relathionship. I mean, I love those boys dearly, they both have a major grip on my heartstrings but... This chapter which was mostly just them sitting and thinking was killing me.

Back to happy land with Axel... and probably more sex. I suppose (in real life terms) once you do it you're likely to do it again. Roxas and Axel are gonna be a bit on the rocky side for awhile. THE WINDS A-CHANGING. Yes, its 6.20 am and I'm going over my outlines and fretting about getting this fic done by the end of summer.

In other news I may post up a fanfic I totally loved writing back in October that really makes no sense but I'm too lazy to go back and fix it. I love it enough to actually read it in my spare/down time. Which... is kinda a big deal. In other other news, gonna put together a play list for Nom. Just a couple songs for every chapter. Odd collection of indie/rock/emo/oldies/new wave that makes up my equally odd taste in music. AND YES! "I Believe in a Thing Called Love"(a song to this day I can sing sans music) is totally the song they're having sex too. Because... it makes me smile and giggle inappropriately.

Chances are I'll wake up tomorrow, read this and wonder what I was smoking. It will be promptly deleted and ya'll we click on a link that brings you nothing and the internet will implode.