Help MEEEE

Alrighty then. I actually stopped coming onto this site because i am completely and utterly confused.. HELP!

Wild Fire Inside

I was so confused when I woke up and rolled over. My bed wasn't comfortable, so I didn't really sleep that great. I looked towards my window and stared at the warm yellow light that filtered through. I felt a little chilly and I looked down, realizing I was only wearing a shirt.
"What the..." I muttered to myself. Someone knocked on my door and I jumped in surprise, pulling the covers up and over me.
"Yes?"
"You're awake, hon?" My mother poked her head in.
"Yes mom..." *anime sweat drop*
"Ayumi, please, don't forget that you have school today." She said. I looked at my clock and dove out of my bed, landing lightly on my feet. I looked at my mom, and, thankfully, she wasn't paying attention. I walked over to my closet and grabbed a pair of jeans and a tight black band t-shirt.
"Alright, I'm going." I said, walking past my mom. When she didn't respond, I looked back and stared at her. She was staring at the floor. I walked next to her and saw that my journal was laying open to one of my "forbidden pages". I couldn't tell if she was reading it or not, but I grabbed it and shoved it in my bookbag and I walked past her and left for school.

[break]

When I reached the school grounds, I wasn't paying attention(again)and I bumped into the schools "bully". I jumped back and looked into his eyes.
"S-sorry..." I stammered and I walked off to homeroom, feeling his gaze on me the whole time.