i hate my family....HATE THEM!
not really but i'm really close to it.....
ok i have four siblings and three of them aren't even related to me at all. AT ALL!
but my house is a mad place and i hate it. i've always hated it and i always will until i move out and go to a far away place and disapear.
i mean the kids always "tell on each other" so my mom got fed up with it and said who ever tattles on someone will get in trouble.
sooo my two idiot sisters decided to tell on everybody and my mom was in a bad mood so we all had to go to bed.
AT FUC**** SEVEN AT NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO ONE GOES TO BED THAT DAMN EARLY IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now i'm stuck in my room typeing this and i can't type it on deviantart cause my mom reads my deviantart page and says
"its not spying"
o what ever.
luckily she doesn't know i have a page here so she can't hack it or read it.
i don't know how much longer i'm going to get in trouble for the stupid things my family does.
wait did i just say family?
WHAT FAMILY?!
we're abunch of broken crazy people living in the same damn god forsaken house!
and they give us the same crap everyday.
"o our family will get better and stronger and we'll all be happy"
thats a load of bullshit cause the way my lifes going no one in my family will ever be truly happy.
things might indeed get better but we will never be happy.
i wish i still lived in florida. i know i have all my good friends here but i wish i'd never have come back cause things will just keep getting worse and worse.
my mom says she can handle five kids but i know thats a lie. she's taken her bad moods out on me and my sister before and with five kids now just to make her life worse she's always going to have somethign to complain about.
but in my eyes i never had a real family before and i never will seeing as i don't even like my new siblings.
but its all about my moms happiness. what ever the hell that is.
i know most of you probably think i'm over reacting or just don't care because after all i'm bringing this frustration and sadness into a really lively happy place but please don't scold me cause i get enough of it everyday.
i don't know any body on here too well but if you do remotely care just a bit then thanks. but don't think to big of this cause i'm probably going to regret every word of it by tomorrow...or i could just add on more hatred. who knows but i'll just have to put up with what ever tomorrow brings.
really awesome art by ScytheDesigner on deviantart....
