I'm tired. The people I know are driving me out of my mind. I can't win, no matter what I do. Everyone wants all of my time and attention, and when I can't give it to them they act like I'm Satan. I just want to make everybody happy, but if I do something good for someone, someone else just feels like they're being screwed by me.

All of my friends are being weird and getting jealous of each other, and when I see them all the time my folks get upset that I haven't been home (I have a really close family), then my sister comes home from college and gets upset that I'm not spending any time with her, and when I'm at my friends' houses my dad always wants to go visit my grandmother and gets upset when I say no. Then my family tries to yell at me because my friends are playing tug-of-war with me, as if that's my fault. What can you do, though, you know? I just want everyone to be happy.

I don't know, I don't know. Strange days, indeed. I just want to listen to music and sleep.

Somehow I can't tell anyone no. I don't want to piss anyone off. But, by never saying no, I just end up pissing everyone else off. It's a Catch 22. I want everyone happy, so no one will be, I guess.

I'm tired.