i am so [insert profanity here] sick

i think i've started blowing my brains out my nose instead of snot...
everytime i cough it basically sounds like im dieing...
i'm reakky not that sick... this isn't QUITE as bad as as sick last year... but its pretty close. needless to say daily functions are becoming difficult...

i hate sleep... a friend of mine summarized my condition pretty well.. i'm apparently a sleep anorexic... but thats basicaly because i hate dreaming.. and i put off sleep as long as possible each night.. which means i might get three hours on a "good night" during the week. five if i was completely exhausted and crashed before midnight... anyways... i usually fall asleep with a flash light in my hand... sitting up.. and then i gradually slid down... into a somewhat horizontal position....

i'm sorry to anyone wondering why i haven't posted any art recently... like AT ALL this week... its basically beause i need to get a new sketch book... i've been doodling... but mostly on school work/ my hands... and i can't post that stuff as easily... anyways... theres a pic i need to put up.. but i don't really have the energy right now...>>

sorry to anyone who cares and/or is dissapointed and is reading this... which i don't think many people do...><

question... why do i bother?

nother thing... partick wolf... i NEED to buy one of his cds... probably magic position cuz THEORETICALLY they have that at barnes and nobel... if i can FIND IT. does anyone else think that barnes and nobel has a CRAPPY set up?
nevermind... modification: does anyone else think tht most big book stores have a CRAPPY SETUP?

other news: so completly PSYCHED for the TSUBAS OVA!!!! mark your calendars people comes out in the raw on SAInT PATTYS DAAAAAAAAY!

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