An near complete over exaggeration of my daily life...
- Created By Lonley Fighter M
Sleep?
I believe I have forgotten what the hell sleep is. Not working as much anymore leads to really restless nights and having my laptop at my side just adds to it.
No sleep for the wicked I guess.
Me Mama.
I have to say my mom is the coolest chick in the universe. Besides our blood not being the same she just makes me feel like I'm not missing out on any o' that biological stuff ya' know. Lady just knows crap on top of crap. Good crap though. Like, crap that makes you feel better about other crap, lol.
Just sayin'... I FRIGGIN' LOVE MY MOM. :)
Flip to the Next Page.
The title tells it all here.
Time for me to move on to another page in my life and remember the past, but at the same time forget it. Weird thing is... I'm not really that depressed about it.
Again, the title says it all....
Survey Eh?
Just thought I'd take a crack at this survey....
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Marte
2. Roman-From high school-
3. Telly
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Old Trainer-From some Pokemon site a while ago-
2. Lonley Fighter-The OB-
3. Duc Yu-Forgot where it's from-
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes. Though they are kinda girly lookin'.
2. My hair. Dreads are just fun to play with and come on, they're awesome.
3. My bod. Slim, but toned.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My nails. Seriously, I have the nails of a chick.
2. Mustache. Man, stache? Why won't you finish growing in the middle?
3. Nothing else, yo.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. 60% African American
2. 35% Santee Sioux-Native American-
3. 5% French I believe
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. My Nintendo DS vanishing.
2. Becoming a bad parent.
3. Ghosts.-Typical yes?-
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Chocolate.
2. Cellphone.
3. Wallet.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. My awesome blue bandanna.
2. My elephant necklace.
3. My copper bracelet.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty.
2. Fun.
3. Love.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE, IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER:
1. I'm adopted.
2. I'm a hopeless romantic.
3. I have no confidence.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes. Green eyes are especially attractive to me.
2. Hair. Red hair drives me nuts on women. I haven't a clue why.
3. Figure. Who doesn't like a nice figure?
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Gaming.
2. Driving.
3. My favorite. Sleepin'.
3 THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Play with my daughter.
2. Over sleep on purpose.
3. Fly. It'd be reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally sweet.
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. Becoming a Registered Nurse.
2. Being an Adult or Child Psychologist.
3. Becoming a Microbiologist.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan.
2. Moscow.
3. Italy.
THREE NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Stephanie
2. Ame
3. Riboflavin-Long story-
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel the world.
2. Get wasted in all 50 states at least once.
3. Uhhhh... can't say that last one.
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Blank.
2. Nada.
3. Vhat?
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. Hard headed.
2. I like working out.
3. Not very sensitive.
Hmmm. That was enlightening for me. ._.
What now....
So right now, at this very moment my mind is absolutely shot to hell.
For the first time in my life I am utterly lost. Why? Oh, lemme explain....
1- My gf/daughter's mother has apparently been cheating on me for the past 2 years with some scrawny jerk-off. It's funny because there was a period in which I felt we were like, drifting away a little and well, looke here. That was awesome to see. Truly was...
2- Since she's been with this guy on the extreme low for 2 years (might potentially be more for all I know...) now it brings to my wee li'l mind if Amaya really is mine. That question won't be answered for a least another week or so. Again, awesome. One of the best things to happen in my life could be just a symbol of betrayal.
3- I and 9 other workers at the hospice center I work at have been pretty much put on the back-burner. What this means? Basically, my main source of income is now somewhere in the friggin' clouds. Sweeeeet right?
Seriously, how the hell did this happen? I really, really would like to know.
I just want to friggin' wake up from this, but it's pretty darn clear this isn't a dream.