Hello old friends. It's been a while. How is everyone? Good. Swanky. Fantabulous. Alright, enough of that. Now for some real down to earth talk. I mean A LOT of talking.
This is something I have been thinking about for quite sometime. I know most of you are probably not even going to this site as often or at all anymore so this may be all for nothing. As time has gone by and reading a lot of the stuff I've posted here, I can't help but feel as if I may have hurt peoples feelings or been way to immature in the past.
I may have been annoying and childish in the least sense, but that's what happens when your on as an anonymous person and feel as though you can say things with no repercussions. I may have even lied about doing things for people, such as drawings or favors, or maybe even give some kind of false sense of kindness (most likely not because I'm nice to everyone, but it could have happened) or even some bad information.
I've always been the same crazy and strange dude who always has some profoundly weird comment for everything. I've enjoyed having back and forth silly commenting with all my fellow Otaku goers. It was really something I cherished especially since I'm bored not doing anything with anybody here at home. It was great.
One thing I have not done is communicate well with other goers and may have not even been that friendly towards them. This was usually caused by not knowing how to respond to a particular question or just generally being in a cranky mood at the time. It also definitely made it harder for me to have conversations on here because I'm not the most anime savvy person here. I'm not into the crazy girly anime Like K-On! or the big breasted fan service of Queen's Blade, Panty and Stocking being about the only exception because that show was funny as hell.
I'm more about things that charge me and help me pull through the day with confidence such as Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Yu Yu Hakusho, Berserk, or Dragonball Z. You know, something that gets me pumped, that's manly and badass. So, yeah, it's hard for me to talk about these kinds of shows. Now with video games, that's a whole other story because I can pretty much play anything and have never ending conversations.
This is pretty much saying that my commenting may have been TOO idiotic and may have hurt those here on the site. I still intend on coming to this site, and maybe actually putting drawings up here (I'm not making any promises here either with the drawings), but I need to re-read comments before posting them. I definitely know I have made comments that have, in fact, creeped people out. I am not that kind of person. I'm merely just playing around because I though it was funny, when in fact it was not.
I'm sorry for all of it. I'm not asking for forgiveness or anything, I'm merely just writing down what's been bugging me about what I've done here, whether it was good or bad. I need to be more mature, but still have the occasional weirdness (within certain limits). I am a person after all, not some strange anonymous creature staring blankly at a computer screen spouting whatever I want because people can't do anything to me. I want to be more honest and fair. I want to be real with everyone on here.
If you've read this, thanks. I appreciate it. Maybe it was for something after all.
Your's truly,
Donny
