I'm better now. :)
I was able to tell someone who I really cared about how much they were going to be missed. Us talking after graduation made me feel a lot better.
"I really am going to miss you...but I will come back to haunt you." :)
I wanted to put that last part in there, because I want all the people to know that this isn't 'goodbye', it really is 'until I see you again.' I will be back. If I haunt you, that's even better. If you wish to make a reference to Wuthering Heights, Heathcliff tells Catherine to haunt him. So, even when I'm dead, I'll still be with you. That goes for all the people I've told the haunting to...which really only amounts to two people. Huh.
When I woke up this morning, it took me a moment to realize that yesterday was real, and I actually graduated. I honestly don't know how to react, but it happened. I am going to miss so many people, and some, I don't know how I'm going to survive without seeing them everyday. I guess this means every phone call with Lizanya will have to be three hours long instead of the usual hour-hour and a half. The good thing is that technology has made the world smaller, communication wise, so this is good. From senior to freshman, all over again. The cycle continues. Different unit, but same subject: life.
Senior class of 2011, congratulations!!!
This truly is only the beginning.