So...watching School Rumble is pretty entertaining. It's a great assurance of why I should keep going, in love, and in all future endeavors of life. Honestly, it's a hopelessly pathetic romantic comedy, so naturally I could relate. Haha :)
The character whom I relate to the most, believe it or not, is Tenma. The funny thing is, she really likes this boy, who seems to be very odd. Well...yeah pretty much, but he's still really cool. He's quiet, and keeps to himself. He has trouble expressing his emotions and pointed out that he's not even sure how to feel at times or how to show on the outside how he feels on the inside. He also plays guitar. He's such a sweet character ^_^ ...and kinda reminds me of someone...oh goodness, another similarity. I do have to admit though, the voice of the character (for English dub) has the same voice as Yuki Sohma, from Fruits Basket, so that makes me happy. I love his voice. ^///^ My little sister was telling me that it's a love square. Harima likes Tenma, Tenma likes Kurasuma, Kurasuma likes turtles, and turtles like Harima. I guess you'll have to watch it in order to understand, but it's amazing...I never made that connection and she's just 10 and was able to figure that out...this leads to another similarity. Harima is head-over-heels for Tenma, and no matter how much he tries to tell her, the words just don't come, so he does all that he can to impress her and what not, but she's too clueless to notice a thing. On the other hand, if there's something going on between any of her friends and some other guy, she can pick up on that...somewhat. This is me. Even Lizanya points out who clueless I am and wants to hit me in the head it gets so bad. There was this one time we were waiting in the lunch line, and this guy was apparently flirting with me, and obviously I didn't realize that, and just said "thank you," smiled, and ended to conversation politely. She looked at me as if I were crazy, and well, oops. Actually, thinking back on it now, that happened quite a few times...ehh..I can just picture it now...Lizanya's going to beat me up the next time she sees me, and then she's going to come over and watch School Rumble.
Tenma's attempts at trying to get Kurasuma to notice her sometimes go unnoticed, but other times, it works. It's really sweet and cute, and watching this I guess stimulates the irrationalness part of me. I think it's episode three. Class 2-C is having art, and they we're doing portraits of each other. They had to pair up and then draw the other person. Tenma gets paired up with Kurasuma, and the whole process is so funny I love it! :D Rrrgh, I feel like I'm spinning in circles LoL it really is good at reminding me of my life.
To confess. It really is hard to say. Phrases like "I love you" or "Will you go out with me?" are so much harder to say when there's a legitimate feeling to back them up. Dealing with the embarrassment and awkwardness of it all is enough, but then you also have that fear of rejection, and all the possible cause-and-effects after that. I don't know what I'm doing, and I really feel like I'm just going in circles...honestly, I think that's the reason why I got lost in a circular building...I truly am a hopelessly pathetic romantic.
