I've decided. I don't want you to forget about me. Also, I never want to forget about you. Sure, life has it's ups and downs, but it's too short to be dwelling on the shortcomings. I want to be able to look up to the sun and smile. I want to be able to look at you with loving and care-free eyes, and do my best to run to you. I want to take your hand and then just explore the rest of the world, not feeling rushed about anything, just having a good time. If we have to face the bad, then we'll do it holding on to each other. I want to laugh instead of freaking out about everything, take pictures of all our crazy moments. Goodbyes are only temporary and memories are everlasting. I want you to hang on and be here with me. I love seeing your face light up at all my random outbursts, even though some of them seem embarrassing. I know these are childish wishes, but these simple things are what causes happiness. Spending time together, seeing life blossom, watching love grow, and what's more, to be a part of that, is wonderful.

Even though we can't always have those moments, I still want to be strong, for everyone. I fell, I'll admit that, but I'm getting up to continue.
Lately, my heart has been having some issues, yes. My head as well, and they clash with each other. I guess that means I haven't exactly been together. According to Soul Eater , a sound soul dwells within a sound mind and a sound body. I'm trying my best to achieve whatever "soundness" that is, but even though I haven't gotten it quite yet, I know I will. I have to. It's true, I don't exactly stay calm all the time, but at least I have that inner peace.

You just wait, I'll get you one day.