Current theme song: All songs that are depressing upbeat trance songs. That's how I feel right now. I honestly thought that talking to you would make me feel a whole lot better. It didn't work. I was so excited all day to finally have a conversation with you and then it didn't turn out as well as I'd wanted it to be. But then again, what more could I expect? I'm already tired of college life. Yes, I did say that. Actually, I think I'm beginning to have terrible people skills and have just reached a decline in my life. I don't know.
I think it's finally settling in...that feeling of loneliness. The weird thing is, instead of trying to correct it by being around people, I just want to be alone for the most part now. Sure, I love hanging out with my friends, but they don't know me that well and I still feel like I don't fit it because, I'm not even sure really. I found some lyrics that describes how I feel, well, sort of an idea. It's my current theme song in life, but I'm still trying to hang on. I'm not going to give up, because once I give up, that's when I truly become nothing.
I wake from my sleep and face the day,
But I have the hope to reach you someday,
I cannot go on take other steps,
'cause my way's not easy to go.
No, even I do really wanna see you,
I need to take my time,
Spend some days alone, being by myself, will be all I do.
If, doesn't exist an everlasting love, in which I could believe,
I got hurt because, I was very awkward
Know it but I don't want no losing, no!
Thinking of you made me cry, so my eyes
They were filled with tears, and all I've got,
Is my will to be with you again.
Thinking of you made me cry, so many times
The only thing left in this song was you,
And I have my will to be with you someday...
I felt like I was so independent, then I kept the words, and I want you to know,
You are the one who made me smile when it summed up, too, for a face.
I wost more time, then, go to take the chance to say these things to you,
When the day will come, I'll be strong enough
My quest for peace allowed,
No chance to sound.
Thinking of you made me cry, so my eyes
They were filled with tears, and all I've got,
Is my will to be with you again.
Thinking of you made me cry, so many times
The only thing left in this song was you,
And I have my will to be with you someday...
Thinking of you made me cry, so my eyes
They were filled with tears, and all I've got,
Is my will to be with you again.
Thinking of you made me cry, so many times
The only thing left in this song was you,
And I have my will to be with you someday...
Thinking of you made me cry, so my eyes
They were filled with tears, and all I've got,
Is my will to be with you again.
Thinking of you made me cry, so many times
The only thing left in this song was you,
And I have my will to be with you someday...
So my eyes,
They were filled with tears, and all I've got,
Is my will to be with you someday...
Thinking of you made me cry,
The only thing left in this song was you,
And I have my will to be with you someday..
