Why yes, perhaps my love has come back to me. I can feel again. :) Music has returned to me, and I'm still trying, and I'm working on pushing harder than ever before, because I know everything I'm going through is only scratching the surface of what I will eventually be up against. Even so, I'm still glad that I know that I'm not the only one fighting, and I'm going to keep fighting. I'm getting there, I know, and God answers my questions in the funniest ways, which I really do enjoy. I'm glad He has a sense of humor, because I love having all the different opportunities for laughter. Yes, love is so silly, and those two are so cute. ^_^
Being back home seemed like a dream, it felt so unreal and I think I spaced out a great majority of the time I wasn't in the house. Anyways, I'm living, I'm still alive.
"I am not yours, not lost in you, although I long to be."
Wow, does that bring back a lot of memories or what? I guess I've reached that point that when I finally look back at it, I can simply smile. So much for all those thoughts that ran through my head. It's been fun and so surreal, such great memories. :)