I just want to run and be care free. Yes, I will follow God and He will take care of everything. :) Why did I ever even worry about this? But to be honest, I really hope no one gets hurt. I know that's such a generic line, but it's the truth. He may like her, but she doesn't like him, then he starts to like her, but something happens and I find myself very confused. You know what? It doesn't even matter, I'll just let go and let God. I don't need to worry, but I will stay on guard. Wow, I guess if it's with a guy, you're a supposed to get to his heart through his stomach, but for me I guess one if the ways is through my ears. I think I may just have a thing for talented smart musicians. Seriously, you figured that all out by ear?! I admire it so much that I could punch you. Well, there you go with how I feel. Hahaha but you know what? It's okay. I now realize that I am beginning to rediscover what I lost. My music and art are coming back to me, and that makes me so happy. And what's even more great, is that I'm able to open up with my talents again. I can sing and play the piano and draw and it's like my creative spirit has been released from some prison inside of me and now for some reason I get the privilege of having it here with me again. Like I said before, I'm learning Yup, that's really what it is.
You know, I don't even need to talk about you anymore, you stand as a really good friend of mine, and I'm really glad that I know you, because it's so nice to have someone around who understands whenever you're having a music spastic moment, or when you just need to play your instrument in order to get something off your chest. You know, you really remind me of someone from back home, how weird is it that I'd find someone who's like him in that way but whose major is pre-med and not music? Someone who was thinking about going in for music, but then had his own reasons to do what he did. That part reminds me somewhat of myself, and it's pretty creepy what we have in common. Plus, we've both decided that we're both telepathic-schizophrenic-psychopaths since we both hear the same voices and apparently have conversations with each other while unconscious (oh boy, what will they think of back home! LoL). But yeah, it's all cool. We're cool. That is all.

Afterthought: Well, I'm glad we got that settled. Thank you very much for that thought process, conscience. :)
And yes, my title is a quote from Gwen Steffani's song. LoL