Observations of my physical pain.

So, I guess it's time for me to step back and realize more things about myself and what's been going on. I can't blame them for us failing to see eye to eye. I think I'm just already weary from everything that's been going on. So, I did want to apologize for that last rant in my previous post.

Anyways, I it's just been about 5 days since I've been back and I already injured myself...great...
I hurt my ankle. I'm not sure how bad, but I'm hoping for a minor sprain...the pain tells me otherwise though. I mean, I've had minor sprains before but I've never recalled it hurting to this extreme. It was more like severe uncomfortableness. I remember the first time I ever sprained my ankle I was limping and crying, but I managed.
This time, I hurt myself in the woods, and when I fell I heard something crack, but when I asked everyone if they heard a cracking noise, one of my friends said that they stepped on a stick, so that makes me feel a bit better. I really hope it's not a fracture, because...well...great...
It's true. I really do need to start consuming more milk. I need calcium.
What's really weird is that the pain seems to be creeping up my leg, because now there's a hint of pain just right below my knee. Also, if I move my toes, I honestly can't because it hurts so much to. The only one I can successfully do without it unbearably hurting is my pinky toe. Oh crap. I really really really hope I didn't break my foot. Yesterday, tears were forming from my lacrimal glands because of how much it hurt, and it's like one of those, "always in pain but when even touched becomes an even more intense pain" kind of thing. I couldn't even have it under a blanket because it hurt so much. There's also throbbing everywhere, but I think that's a normal thing for an injury. What's really weird is that it hurts and causes some weird tingling to have it elevated. Currently it is wrapped and is being elevated and iced, but even having the ice on there, I'm pretty sure it's from the pressure of having it on there, causes it to hurt extremely and make it so cold! Ahhhhhh I don't know what to do or what I'm doing, but it hurts so much that I refuse to walk anywhere. What's really awesome though is that my family has stepped up to help me, my little sister even helped me get repositioned properly this morning before she left for school while I was half-conscious, and my dad does regular check-ups on me and brings me food. I really don't want to get an x-ray just because hospital trips=expenses but if I have to, I guess I'll have to. I guess I should talk to my mom before deciding anything in stone.

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