Yeah, no seriously. I don't get it either. It's ridiculous. I think I'm starting to get into one of those moods where I just experience negative emotion. Who knows? I just know that I am going in and out of feeling good/not feeling good (chillax, not pregnant) and I haven't been getting enough sleep(yes, I am getting into ranting mode, for all you people who haven't picked up on it yet). I don't know. I just feel like I'm experiencing a lot of things and not experiencing them enough. I actually caught myself opening up to people whom I never thought I'd find myself opening up to. Also, I would like to point out that I am very tired, and so I can't really speak English all too well right now, so bear with me please.
So, last Friday, there was this Sadie Hawkin's Dance. I ended up asking this one guy in a very creative manner, even though it was plan B, but it still worked out just as well. He said "yes" and that made me very happy. I don't know, I think right now, I just really want to get to know him. But, he kinda opened up to me as we were slow dancing, and it made me very happy and I really wished that they played more slow dances. Because, to be honest, even though everyone wants me to date and marry him, I honestly don't know much about him, which made me very happy that we were able to just dance and talk because I finally know a little more about him. I guess it's just the little progress. One step at a time, right? However, I really do wish that he could hang out with us more. I really do like having him around. A lot of people just see the student side of him, and so they just build up those home-school stereotypes around him, and that's not fair. It made me really happy that he talked to me about his high school back in the day and the little moments we had...I wish they lasted longer, but it's okay, because to have experienced it, if just for a short moment that lasted the length of a song. =^_^=

Haha, I don't know, maybe my pheromones are just going haywire. I mean, I just want to get to know people. :)
Another thing that struck me is that I was talking late night with one of my friends the other night, and she said something that really surprised me. She something along the lines of "Well, the thing about you is that you do everything in earnest...even when you're picking on someone or just teasing." It honestly surprised me, because as you all may know, I'm not very good at reading myself at times. I'm not exactly sure how it was supposed to be meant, but I took it as a compliment, and a very dear one too, not just because of the content of the compliment, but because of who said it. Thank you. :)
I could go more into this, in fact, I'd love to, but I promised to meet my friend at 3, and it's 2:58. Oh snap.