So not everything is a walk in the park. It's not always sweet daisies and roses or whatever cliche I'm trying to get at. I'm not exactly sure why this is getting to me, but it's slowly inching its way, and maybe if I rant about it on here, I'll be able to kick these feelings in the face. :D
bllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh people......I'm honestly just excited for complete alone time with Just God and I. I'm about to go insane with everything that's happening around me.
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Well anyways, I didn't do so hot on a test. Like, this it was so bad, I don't even want to look at it. This really gets me because I really like this subject, and even though it was challenging, I always found ways to pull through and everything and come out decent. So I'm going to approach this as a way for me to come back stronger. There is no way I'm going to let this happen again. My rational part is trying to convince the side of me that's beating myself up that there was just a lot of stuff going on and that I wasn't even okay emotionally either. What the crap. I hate drama so much. Honestly, this is just way too much estrogen for me. Also, I've come to conclusions with some things:
1. I personally shouldn't be worrying about any of my problems, because that's how I get sucked into them. Just keep focus on GOD.
2. This includes boys. Seriously. I'll say things if needed to be said, but it's up to them if they listen or not. HE knows what HE's going, so just chillax.
3. Well, I was about to say more, but number two can basically be applied to number one, which was honestly the generalization for everything haha
Seriously though, I just want to keep things simple.
1. Didn't do so hot on test-I'll do better next time for sure!
2. Take it slow, let God take care of it.
What can I say? I just want simple. If it's executed creatively, that's even better :D
And for the record, I am listening to Mr. Simple by Super Junior LoL