Hello people who still read this...if there are people who still read this...
I've realized that it has been WAY too long since I've posted a life update or even any words for thought or random ramblings in a while, and that's not okay.
So...current rundown. After I graduated from college I moved back to my hometown and am currently living with my family. I am in a long distance relationship with the same boyfriend and we are still going strong! We are actually doing fabulous actually, despite all that DLR drama feels stuff...which is so totally real, but hey. Life. I am ironically enough a full time worker at a library (LOL) which is still funny for me because yeah, I didn't expect it. Also, I've been working with the youth at my church and trying to get them fired up for God and all that good stuff. :) There you go. My life update in a paragraph.
Of course, so many details can spring up and so many other additional blog posts can spring up regarding that one paragraph, but I'm actually doing this on my lunch break at the computer lab, so I'm in a bit of a time crunch. My laptop had been having a series of freak outs so I basically just rage quit on that a while back and haven't tried to get it fixed yet. Also, my amazing phone that was a hybrid that had touch screen and a keyboard with buttons died...so now I'm forced to use just a touchscreen, and that doesn't help me with my blogger spirit. So, here I am. Hopefully I can stay after work longer (if I'm not in a rush to get out) or just continue to blog during lunch (YAY LUNCH TIME BLOGGER!) in order for me to do this more because even though it may be entertainment for whoever reads this, it's actually pretty therapeutic for me, so yeah.
I have so many things that I want to talk about, but for now, I'll just get this one across. Ever since I've gotten out of school and have been working a full time job, my awareness of time seemed to debilitate gradually. Before I know it, it's almost been a whole year since I've started working here O.o
It occurs every once in awhile, like at the end of the month when I give patrons a due date and it's already going to be due at the start of the next month. I usually end up thinking to myself "oh wow, where does the time go?" and it's so weird for me. When I was in school there were always breaks to look forward to, and then when you got back to school at the end of summer vacation, there was acknowledgement of a fresh start and a new year or school full of higher level challenges and what not.
Here, it's not like that.
Real world requires you to work hard but in terms of reaching the next level and how long that could take, that stuff is all debatable. I mean, being out of school has its ups and downs. Like for instance, no homework. I can literally leave work at work and not have to worry about a ten page paper due 3 days from now or something. It's just weird.
I guess you can say that I am in that weird "transitioning stage" which is true. Because I really feel that "transitioning" part.
Hello world! I don't know what I'm doing yet, but from what I've experienced, adults barely have it together too. I guess it really is just "fake it 'till you make it"
(pardon all of the grammatical errors...whatever, I'm in a time crunch :P )
And with that, I need to go back to work...
