lazzzzy day

Hiya ppls!! Today was just a lazy day, lol! I wrote a new poem but I'm not posting it yet.

Poetry

I love poetry, I've always loved to read it, but now I'm starting to write it too. There is one poem I read that I don't like though. It's called "Hey Cowboy" by Molly Jorden. It's in a book published by my library system. But I am joining a contest through it right now for poetry! I'm kinda scared though, I just started writting poems, so it's not very good. I'll post it here, and any constructive critasizem would be loved!!

Do You Think
By Kitty *insert last name here*

Do you think I can not hear you?
Do you think I do not care?
As you talk about me in harsh cruel words, do you think I am not here?

Do you think I like these words?
Do you think they make me glad?
As I stand here and I listen, do you think I am not sad?

Do you think that this will teach me?
Do you think that I will learn?
As I stand here and listen, I wonder what you think that you will earn.

Do you think I should be perfect?
A human without flaw?
Because if so that goes against the human-nature law.

Do you think you are Almighty,
a brilliant site to see?
A human flaw with you there does not be?

Because if that is how you feel,
if that is what you think,
I hope you soon learn better, before you fall beneath the brink.

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So what do you think?

Sleepovers

I had a sleepover with my BFF Sakura!! We watched The Matrix and Death Note!! So much fun! I hooked her to DN last week and Matrix this week, lol. We have hooked eachother to so many things. We were playing MASH and I was just goofing off so I wrote L for her to marry. She is going to marry L, and have 12 kids!!! I'm marying L too, lol!! YAY! (I am a rabid fan-girl sorry)

My boyfriend has a kid...

I just found out that my boyfriend has a kid. Shocking news! That kinda makes me like a "step-mom" thing right? That means I have a step-kid!!...I really don't know what else to right here, but that was shocking news. On to other things? My little brother scratched his really badly...And I wrote a kids book. I'm gonna e-mail to my friend Annamay so she can illustrate it.

Suicide

Hi loyal(?) readers. Today's post is about suicide. Lately everything in my life seems to revolve around it. I read a suicide themed book, a close friend tried to commit suicide, I thought about suicide as an option away from probs a few days ago... Why is everything in the 21st century about suicide?!?! It gets really, really, old! And I'm tired of it...Anyways, other then that. My life has been great! Really! My Boyfriend told me he loved me....and then he tried to kill himself...