I'm feeling really down for some reason. It's a stupid reason why though. I miss my friends...I miss Sherena, I miss Jessica, I miss Anna. God, what is wrong with me?
I'll tell you some about them, if you care.
Sherena. She was my soul sister, and bff! I trust her with my life, and could tell her anything. We had so much fun together too! She was always their for me, and I for her. Then her psychopath mother stalked me online...and decided I was a "bad influence." I haven't seen Sherena since.
Jess. She was another best friend. She was there for me when Sherena and I had problems...But, she and my brother dated...When they broke up things were different. My parents didn't like her (for a good reason, but I'm not posting what). My brother was still madly in love with her, and such and such. Then Jess' family went crazy on us, and Mom broke it off. I haven't seen or spoken to her in about a year.
And then Anna. God, Anna! I love Anna! She is the closest friend I've ever had! We argue, we obsess, we RP! We love a lot of the same things! I miss her the most. About a year ago she moved. We kept in contact a ton at first. Then Anna started public school. She made new friends...And now she never calls me, I always call her. And we don't talk as much, and she's not a open or trusting. She's changing. And not in good healthy ways. But, god I still miss her.
I don't actually have close real life friends now. There's Asia and Dragon. Both are sweet girls, but Asia and I have nothing in common...Expect maybe that we both like music. And Drag...She and I have tons in common and we get along great....But...Her family is always busy, and my family is always busy. So we never get any time together.
I just miss having close friends, you know? Sorry, I guess I ranted...
