Hi, lately i've been thinking alot about myself and other stuff, like why do I think that I don't want to be a girl? What can I do to make myself feel happy? Am I depressed? I hate asking questions to myself because I don't know the answer... Sorry, All i'm doing is complaining and its not going anywhere... Reciently I found out that i'm not the kind of person that likes to get deeply involved in anything like relationships and even hobbies, I get bored with things and people easily and that bothers me because I don't know how it will effect my future. I might join the Army and then become an Animal Cop, but I know that being transgender would effect my chances of doing these jobs.

I don't know if I want to be trans and happy but has trouble with a job or be not trans and have a job that I like...