what can I say? I know I haven't been on.

There's so many other things I do now, college is starting soon, I have like 3 MMORPGS i play, ive been writing stories, or trying to at least, along with trying to start a blog and a professional online portfolio for potential employers.

Oh, and I got my heart broken too. Yeah, that made me not want to do ANYTHING. When a guy you've been with for 3 years cheats on you, more than once, you get depressed. After loving someone so much and being with them for so long, you jsut feel...lost without them. And weak, pathetic, an emotional wreck.

Over a month and the wounds are still as fresh as the day it happened.

Hopefully I can get my creativity back and do things instead of being a vegetable. Yeah, I hope so.