DONT READ THIS UNLESS YOUR MY WIFEY!!!!! This is just pointless updates for my best fwiend.

srry jen.

if u were looking for a picture jen, sorry. I ran out of time srry. will post monday.

Pfft

This was a triumph.
I'm making a note here: HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate my satisfaction.
Aperture Science
We do what we must
because we can.
For the good of all of us.
Except the ones who are dead.
But there's no sense crying over every mistake.
You just keep on trying till you run out of cake.
And the Science gets done.
And you make a neat gun.
For the people who are still alive.
I'm not even angry.
I'm being so sincere right now.
Even though you broke my heart.
And killed me.
And tore me to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because I was so happy for you!
Now these points of data make a beautiful line.
And we're out of beta.
We're releasing on time.
So I'm GLaD. I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
for the people who are still alive.
Go ahead and leave me.
I think I prefer to stay inside.
Maybe you'll find someone else to help you.
Maybe Black Mesa
THAT WAS A JOKE.
HAHA. FAT CHANCE.
Anyway, this cake is great.
It's so delicious and moist.
Look at me still talking
when there's Science to do.
When I look out there, it makes me GLaD I'm not you.
I've experiments to run.
There is research to be done.
On the people who are still alive.
And believe me I am still alive.
I'm doing Science and I'm still alive.
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive.
While you're dying I'll be still alive.
And when you're dead I will be still alive.
STILL ALIVE (x2)

OKAY!!! Now that my weirdness is over. Why am I shivering.. Im not cold.. Im warm...J-jen...??? Im scared... WHY AM I SHIVERING BUT NOT COLD?!?!?!? AHHHHHH!!! OK..ANYWHOOOOO.....My anime hair skills are improving.. and i still want to come over. Are you even reading these? I bet not....ugh...Why do i do this? Its like a point less diary. Well...Christi-chan is moving this summer, back to Germany, and she wont be back... I LIKE HER TO MUCH!!! SHE CANT LEAVE!!! umm...ok... Why can I not find any decent looking girls? wtf!?!?! or decent looking bi girls, at that....ah well. life sucks. Enjoy the GLaDOS pic Imma post tomorrow!

LMAO

I HATE MY LIFE AND I WANNA DIE- I AINT GOT NO IPHONE
MY HEART IS BREAKIN THINKIN SUICIDE-I AINT GOT NO IPHONE
(its a song)
well, nothing new. I'm working hard on a picture (for 3 days now) and as you know it sucks. But others might like it. Its the front page to a manga a will start shortly. hmm....well, like i said, nothing much to report today....I want to see you and your face when you see some of my unposted work. and I hav to show you some of my flip notes. i'll give you an email so you can see them. k? bai.

Anger has finally taken over.

So it begins...I don't know why or how my I feel so much more angry over things...Why? I COULD tell you but then other viewers would know...hehehe...I've begun to draw demon pictures and write disturbing notes to my friends amd myself..I creeped out one of them... I should shut up before I start disturbing you... (now for a good update) I have been gone for a day cause I wuz tired, and today was a two hour delay at school. LOL. Ppl have started to pay more attetion to my art...hooray...... Im getting more and more famous on Flipnote, and I'm playing Kingdom Hearts 3??/2 days on the DS. Its fun, but when Vexen tried to teach me about looking and observing my surroundings, I fell asleep. No, really! I closed my DS and fell asleep for like and hour. STUPID VEXEN!!! Marluxia has prove himself gay: While just standing there ing the "Grey area" (organization hangout) he flips his hair....THTS IT!! hahahaha. Larxene is a beeeeeep and Demyx is lazy, Zexion speaks in old tyme words, Leaxeus hurt poor Roxas, and Axel is clearly showing signs on intrest in Roxas....sexy plz start telling me how you are!!! I really need to know!!!

WEEKEND UPDATE 1-10-11

(Listening to Taylors scary music....) ANYWAY!!! My mommy started using her fist on my arms and back...ow....My mom also hurt my feelings: So im looking at Flipnotes on my DSI and I want to show my mom one that some one in JAPAN made (you already know its better than what I can do) and so I play it and the first thing to come out of my moms mouth was "Once you can draw and animate like THIS then you can talk to my about a job w/ drawing"......later on she has the nerve to tell me not to take it the "wrong way"...WTF!! then later on on...Im working on an anime one to prove her wrong and she asks "which one are you working on?" I reply "an anime one to prove you wrong" then she says "oh don't bother"..... >8* WTF!!! anywhooooo....my toe hurts and now i have to work on drawing more than I did. I will NOT let my own mother tell my I suck!!! my anger has started to take over. and its only till later I realize what happened (me yelling at ppl) that I begin to get scared of my self...Me and Philly arnt yelling yet...good start though.... will check back in later. working on a pic not. BAI!