Well, my day went from the litteral best to the worst. As proof: Only when Im the saddest I could be do I write a poem...:

My eyes are red with anger
My cheeks are wet from tears
I have no control anymore
My heart is gone
There is no pulse
I feel nothing
Not love nor hate
I've lost my happiness, my emotions and my determination
Have I done wrong?`
no...
Then who has?
I tremble in the dark shadows of my hurtful thoughts and sad memories
Soon my anger will take over.
I have no control anymore.
So here I lay in my own sorrow
all because of 1 man...who broke me...