sometimes life can't be understood. That sometimes the pain of going through heartache is too much to bear and you can't take it. I wish for a simpler life. That I dont have to cry anymore. That I can live safely with the ones I love and not have to worry about the dailu plagues of hatred andn dispising the ones that actually hold out their hand and try to make a world a better place. I wish that death wasn't an easy ansewer that suicide never crosses your mine and you wind up with a 45 in your hand ready to blow.