What if I disappeared?

I feel so awful I wanna punch something
Curl up in a corner and waste away
No one cares
No one takes the time to notice
Me.

Little old me. A voice not heard
A voice not recognized
Without a body, just hanging in the wind.
Me. Not known, not seen
Disappears

How do you like that? I’m gone now
Do you notice me then? I’m
No longer here, do you wonder what’s wrong?
What’s gone? DO YOU THINK OF ME?!
Now that I’m not here.

Is that how it is? Is that the only way?
To get noticed?
Only if you disappear, dropped dead, ran away
Do people care?
Or go invisible…

That’s it. I’ll go invisible so I can see
What you do, if you care, if you notice.

If you miss me, if you wish that you could go back
Tell me what you meant to say to little old
Me.

End