To be perfectly honest, I struggle to type this right now, but I feel like I need to write about this. Just a few hours ago, my english bulldog and best buddy Nigel succumbed to heart failure. Our vet did all she could do, but to no avail. I have done nothing but cry and eat emotionally all day. I've seen so many pets die over the years, I thought I'd be used to it by now but I'm just not. I don't know what to do about this knot in my stomach and all the tears I know are coming. I guess I just need to be consoled, as my mother is a complete wreck and we're not much good to each other in our current states.

~A very sad and emotionally confused Lumi TT^TT