Listening to: Pet by A Perfect Circle
Mood: Upset and mad. >.>
Time: 8:16 PM
Hello.
Today I gots homework, History and Science. Bleh..
I swear, Something bad will happen one time and I wont be able to stop myself from going crazy about it. EX.: My grandpa keeps asking me these stupid questions and its making me basically go crazy in my mind. It bothers me alot when people ask me such stupid questions.
I mean Im stressed enough this week, Im on my period.. Oh and I wont be posting on You'll never know for a while. Because this gives me the best security on this world. ^w^
I wish every little problem I had disolved. I need to find my grandmother's necklaces I took from her house.. I love them but I put them in a case thingy and I forgot where I put it.. >.<
Cj and I have gotten closer, Really close actually, I feel so useless without talking to him lately.
Also I guess I hate what people do, I mean I understand sometimes but god does it have to be like that?? I want to just disappear, Ive gotten where I want everyone away, Far far away from me.
I just want to disolve into the masses of peace and live my life there.
CJ has decided his career choice, Engineer, Aviation. I dont really know if I like that or not, but I cant have a big big say in it... >.>
He got his gifts yesterday, Punky loved her chew toy, Shes vicious when people try to take it, which made me happy that she liked it. My grandpa and I got it for her since she shares my nickname >>;
Uhh He and his mum liked the necklace, I think next time Im going to try to get his mom a necklace, I dont know, I might.. >.<
No No! Im not trying to win points against them liking me, Well sort of.. >>;
I think his mums a nice lady, and i had forgotten anyway that she might want a necklace, >.< Soo basically Im going to go through and save up more money to buy her and Dalton something and CJ something again. @~@;
Which right now I only have like 30 dollars? And like I think Im going to get his mum something expensive, Coz' Im like that. @~@; I spoil my people xDD
Yeaaah those are my plans... Ugh.
My drawings are getting better-ish! ^w^
Woo!
