Welcome to my world!~ To start things off, a few things about me!~ :D
Name: Xenesis Marie Anotinette Abdul Zabeeb
Age: 1,313
Sex: Guess :P
dA: Xenesis13~~
Gaia: Ai-Reita-kun
Twitter: GilbertASDF
Tumblr: Xenesis13~
-I can't speak any other language except English.......(Though I'm working on Japanese >w< So far I can read most hiragana, and a few kanji...)
Recent quote(s) that I love :
And I have a minor case of Achluophobia/Nyctophobia, which is fear of the dark.
Current Theme Song: ???
-Fav Bands: Dir en grey~, My Chemical Romance, The GazettE, Mindless Self Indulgence, D=Out (Dauto), Miyavi, Malice Mizer, X Japan,LeATHERMØUTH, the Misfits <3, UnsraW,
Deadmau5,
Skrillex and on rare occasions, Gackt (CLICK TEH LINKS IF YOU DARE)
-Anime/Manga: DEATH NOTE, InuYasha, Full Metal Alchemist, Ouran High School Host Club, Naruto o-e;;, Bakuman, Hikaru No Go, Hetalia: Axis Powers/World Series, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann, Guilty Crown, and that's it |D
-Hates: DESU DESU YO, centipedes, saying the "s" in Illinois, iTunes, Gackt (sometimes), repetition, lectures, Illinois, boredom, politics, people only liking Invader Zim for Gir; "OMG GIR'S SO KAWAII DESU DESU!!!!1!!!@ONE!", Jersey Shore, fears of spider/bees/wasps unless you're allergic, time zones, not being able to help a friend, when bands I love disband, being depressed
- VGs: Kingdom Hearts, Batman, Pokemon: SS, The Sims2, Final Fantasy IV, Pokemon: Diamond, Pokemon: Black, Pokemon: Emerald, Pokeymanz: FireRed, Assassin's Creed
Today was oddly great. I just woke up, and from 7:09AM on, I was all smiles. It was really weird. Usually I'm never happy in the morning. NEVER. So I got ready listening to Homestuck Music again (mIrAcLeS, cause it's flipping awesome. |D ), and then flailed down to the bus stop. On the bus itself, I did ALL of my science homework in, like, twenty minutes, and was plagued by UnsraW, Malice Mizer, and Karkat's Theme.
In Engrish, I still had Karkat's Theme stuck in my head, so I typed out a paper to that. Yeah, this whole week we've been doing nothing but typing. During the middle of it, I got the best freaking idea ever for a horror story. Who knows, maybe I'll type it out on here. And with my great typing skills, I made being "beuby", and "page" into "prage" and "praeg". It was oddly cool. In math we got a new project. And Karkat's Theme was there again~ We also did a motivational survey, which was pretty cool. :3 And I was gonna work alone on it, until Ami (uh-mi) and Makenzi saved me from lonliness~ Yeah, they're pretty awesome. |D In history we took more notes, and I doodled some more in the sidelines. Next year will apparently have more notes, but oh well. At one point, we were talking about cupcakes. o-O
At lunch we decided on the symptoms that come from sitting our table, I did some Spanish but not much, and I ate mah lunch~ In science me and Taylor talked about poisons, leading her to make the quote, "Why would you want to take the antidone when you've already had the poison?". Then we applauded Shawn for having his homework, and then Mrs. Gryffindor had her blood oranges, so me and Taylor started talking about blood oranges. Then it was the Blue Man Group. In band we did tests, and I got the rest of my Spanish homework done. |D Then in Spanish my teacher asked me why I wrote on my hand, and then I spent most of it drawing a checkerboard paper over one of the pages already corrected. It's pretty awesome. On the bus we were talking and drawing. And my friend Skyler apparently knows what Homestuck is <3
So, yeah, woke up again at 6:40, but didn't even bother staying awake. Just kinda passed out. |D So then I finally dragged myself outta bed again, and just kinda flailed through the morning to mIrAcLeS on teh Alternia soundtrack (Homestuck~) So on the bus, I did math, Spanish, and science while listening to Homestuck moosic~
So in English, we just kinda typed stuff out again. I didn't have my flashdrive, but then Chen was awesomesauce enough to let me save a file onto his. <33 It totally made my day, man. In math we went over schtuff while I worked valiantly on my overdue homework quizzes from when I was sick (It's been too stressful of a week. QAQ I can't wait for the weekend), and was able to get one handed in. SUCCESS! But now I have a POTW due tomorrow. I'll probably end up doing it on the bus >3> In history, we did more notes. And the lights flickered again, and the door flipped out on us. It was pretty entertaining. |D
At lunch I finished my science, and drew a little bit. And I've gotten my friend to like Die from Dir en grey <333
In science we were talking about infomercials and how they always have loopholes, not blaming parents for the kid's bad grades, and if black holes could contain a standing wave. They apparently can't. o^o And then we were talking about dropping eggs on people. Me and Taylor were lulzing over it. XD I also drew Gamzee while taking notes <33 It's pretty decent, actually. In band, we did the usual. And we'll have five tests: one on Friday, one on Monday, one on Tuesday, one on Wednesday, and one on Thursday. Excuse me while I go die. And in Spanish, we didn't really do anything, and I just doodled a checkerboard on the page in red pen. XD It's quite epic. On the bus ride home, me and Lin talked about a lot of schtuff while eating apples. Even though I barely ate mine. <3
Too many things are too much of an annoyance factor right now. I dunno if this is lack of sleep, or Enraged!Xen talking, but oh well. Most of my friends in real life are insensitive to the worst degree. I was very clearly upset, and they did nothing to try and help. They just talked to each other, leaving me forever alone. And getting ignored is one of the worst things EVER. Same with being left out of things. And school is finally getting to me. Today I thought I would flip out and lose it. It took a lot of my being to stop from doing that. The rest of the day wasn't much help, too. And all of the tests are not helping, either. They're just adding more fuel to the fire. And having internet restrictions isn't helping my moral at all. It's just making me more mad. The internet that I'm using right now has the WORST CONNECTION POSSIBLE. And because of all of this stuff, I never have time to do what I truely want to-- draw. And on top of all this, contact dermatitis and remembering to take three medicines when I need to is VERY stressful. Same goes with changing bandages for infected wounds, and not getting any other areas infected. All of these are gonna make the camel's back break soon. And trust me, it won't be as pretty as a rainbow. And best of all, one of my true friends is upset right now, and I can't even help them until tomorrow! God, do I hate all of this so much. I think I'll also have to be silent tomorrow, and maybe have a stress-paper, otherwise I'll flip out and lose it. I know it for sure.
Sorry for wasting your time.
-Xen
SO, ONCE AGAIN, I woke up at 6:38AM. And I'm slowly getting used to waking up early, so I was able to stay halfway conscious for about ten minutes before passing out again, and waking up again around 7:25AM. I woke up to mIrAcLeS off of one of the Homestuck OSTS. It's such an awesome song. And it's Gamzee's theme <333 So I got ready to Homestuck music~ And flailed down to the bus stop to HOmestuck music after taking my meds: this time I'm up to three. >3> It's not that great. XDD So on the bus, I did some more math homework, (BLARGH), and Gacket and Diru proceeded to plague me. But at the end of the ride, Helena was playing. God, how that brought back memories ;3;
So in Engrish I worked on a paper, and I found out how to change the colour of Microsoft Word to black. Man, did that make my day. |DDD Outside of that, it was quite infuriating. I was on a Maha-strike, and almost lost it when I couldn't read for fifteen minutes. So then I went onto maths, were I had ANOTHER TEST. YEAH, THAT'S THREE TESTS ON THREE DAYS, STRAIGHT IN A ROW. So, that was pretty dang infuriating. In history I really mellowed out, and almost fell asleep about ten times. And I started to feel like I had a horrible cold. I could see the veins on my hand. e3e; ALL of them. Once the teacher called on me, and I answered, keeping myself awake for about ten minutes. o^o At lunch I had another lunch, and used seven dollars to pay off a debt and buy a muffin~ At the end, I finished making REAL!SCIENCE flashcards.
In science, we had a lot of lulz. We were throwing balls, and saw some slightly disturbing videos of dudes singing about schtuff. It was kinda weird. Then we messed around with a slinkie. And apparently, a watermelon has the same density as your head. o^o In band we got pretty far in the book, and I forgot most of the middle notes for the clarinet. I'm too used to the upper register now. DX And we've moved onto 16th notes, which are actually a little easy, I suppose. In Spanish we had a favourite sub of mine and I just did some of the work and read for the rest of the hour, barely even talking to anyone. Though, at one point, I talked to Valentino a little. He's a nice guy. o3o By the end of Spanish, I was in a really horrible mood for some reason. And on the bus ride, Lin wasn't there, Brandyn, Abby, and Skyler spazzed and flailed while I was being antisocial and depressed <3 And I listened to Homestuck music as I played Pokeymanz~~~ Zakuro played at one point, but I forced myself not to cry, or shake. It was quite effective. :3 When I got home, I raeged at the computer for a good ten minutes, and Stocky and Linds were a little scared to see Angry!Xen.
So, yeah, I hate today. Just throwin' that out there.
So today, I woke up at about 6:13AM again, but this time my eyes stayed open for longer. XDD The song playing was Never Forgive Me, Never Forget Me off of teh Silent Hill Soundtrack, but then it switched to Taion by Dauto, so...yeah. e3e; Then I passed out and woke up again, this time at 7:30AM. So then I just kinda got ready, this time with UnsraW as a theme band for today. |D Took the meds as I was walking to teh bus, ect., ect. BUT THIS TIME, I was carrying my heavy-you-know-what history book. It killed my arm, man! DX And on the way there, my great little shuffle kept plaguing me with things like Gackt and the GazettE. But I like the GazettE, so. :3
After waiting for a while, the bus finally came. I did my maths, and was gifted with UnsraW~ <3 When I was walking in, Obscure finally decided to play. Right before I went into Engrish, my teacher apologized for making me take off my hoodie for a test. She thought that she embarrassed me. She didn't, of course, but... D: In Engrish itself, we worked on citation schtuff~~~ In math, I spent most of the hour taking a make-up test, and the other part taking a homework quiz. And tomorrow, we have a freaking test. Today is now test week in math. (in my mind~~) History was alright, I spent the hour killing my hand by writing an essay~ I bet I got a D on it. e3e;;
At lunch I actually ate a lunch that I brought, and then drew a little~~ It's quite lulzy. In science, we took a unit test that I think I did pretty well on, and then I read about gamma rays and alpha rays and beta rays like I do after every test. XD In band we were talking about marriage, and he said that'd we, "Find our significant other at a funeral." Everyone laughed. >3< In Spanish, we played a really fun card game. On the bus ride home, we all just kinda flailed around and laughed at laughter. Overall, it was a good day.
