Too many things are too much of an annoyance factor right now. I dunno if this is lack of sleep, or Enraged!Xen talking, but oh well. Most of my friends in real life are insensitive to the worst degree. I was very clearly upset, and they did nothing to try and help. They just talked to each other, leaving me forever alone. And getting ignored is one of the worst things EVER. Same with being left out of things. And school is finally getting to me. Today I thought I would flip out and lose it. It took a lot of my being to stop from doing that. The rest of the day wasn't much help, too. And all of the tests are not helping, either. They're just adding more fuel to the fire. And having internet restrictions isn't helping my moral at all. It's just making me more mad. The internet that I'm using right now has the WORST CONNECTION POSSIBLE. And because of all of this stuff, I never have time to do what I truely want to-- draw. And on top of all this, contact dermatitis and remembering to take three medicines when I need to is VERY stressful. Same goes with changing bandages for infected wounds, and not getting any other areas infected. All of these are gonna make the camel's back break soon. And trust me, it won't be as pretty as a rainbow. And best of all, one of my true friends is upset right now, and I can't even help them until tomorrow! God, do I hate all of this so much. I think I'll also have to be silent tomorrow, and maybe have a stress-paper, otherwise I'll flip out and lose it. I know it for sure.

Sorry for wasting your time.

-Xen