Failed

I failed my driver's test/road test. Am I suprised? Not at all? I'm really really upset? Yes. I'm so MAD! Mad at myself and at my mom. There was NOT enough time for me to practice...at all. I had 2 days in worth of practice. In addition to that, it was scheduled here in town so it was especially hard. Now I have to take it AGAIN....on the 28th....in my town. AGAIN. *Sigh*

Practice..

Today we actually went driving, just to practice. It didn't go very well considering the fact my mom yelled at me the whole time even though I was doing mostly what I was supposed to be doing. I know how to do all of it except parallel parking which they make you do during a driving test here in the city I live in. Guess who has no idea how to do that. Me. Guess who will only have one more day of practice. Me. Im really stressed out. Im unbelievably stressed out. I am not too sure how this is going to work and Im not too sure if it's going to work out at all. I don't want to fail my driving test. If I fail it, Im gonna have to wait even longer than before. God forbid driving an hour away is too far for a 10 minute, easy process. *Sigh* Wish me luck. It's now Saturday and my test is on Monday.

Practice..

Today we actually went driving, just to practice. It didn't go very well considering the fact my mom yelled at me the whole time even though I was doing mostly what I was supposed to be doing. I know how to do all of it except parallel parking which they make you do during a driving test here in the city I live in. Guess who has no idea how to do that. Me. Guess who will only have one more day of practice. Me. Im really stressed out. Im unbelievably stressed out. I am not too sure how this is going to work and Im not too sure if it's going to work out at all. I don't want to fail my driving test. If I fail it, Im gonna have to wait even longer than before. God forbid driving an hour away is too far for a 10 minute, easy process. *Sigh* Wish me luck. It's now Saturday and my test is on Monday.

Job and License Stuff

I got my work permit for my job I just got. I am currently working at a Wendy's. My mom and I had to drive an hour and a half away to get my social security card stuff and we came back, I went to school for 3 hours then left again for a doctors appointment. xD. Anyways, I was going to take my driving test which was scheduled for the 17th. I drove my uncle to DQ and when I got home my mom decided to change my driving test to THIS Monday here in the city I live in. And here, they test on parallel parking, which I don't have a clue how to do. So Im screwed. And Im going to be uber pissed off at my mom if I fail it, because I TOLD her not to schedule it for here. It stresses me out a lot! I have to practice driving more, too. So I have to practice driving and parallel parking within 2 days, which my mom never lets me practice anyways! So she better let me tomorrow and Sunday or Im gonna be one pissed of person. No joke. I have so much stuff going on right now and this isn't any better, and she can't get that through her big, thick, ugly head!!! GAH!

New Stuff

I havn't been able to put any cards or wallpapers in due to the fact that I need to make more. Usually what I do is gather up tons of pictures and what not and think of what to do with them and what to put on them and make a whole bunch all at once. (hahaha that rhymed XD) And since I've been....distracted (because I can't say that I've been busy)I havn't got around to making any. I have actually been preoccupied with tetris and anime. I am waiting for tomorrow (Friday) for a new episode of Sekaiichi Hatsukoi to be released. So in the meantime, I am rewatching Junjo Romantica. I'm sure I could watch that anime over and over and over again without getting tired of it. That's how I am with the movie, Rocky Horror Picture Show. XD. Around this time last year, I watched it almost every single day for 2 months. Nooo joke. I'm kind of rambling on and on but that's okay. I need something to occupy me until I am tired and ready to sleep. I have insomnia, I think. I have a really hard time sleeping unless I'm extremely exhausted. Most of the time I get paranoid and hear things and think the worst out of the noise/situation. So maybe it's not insomnia, maybe it's paranoia? XD. I don't know. I have always had this problem, but I am just now figuring out that it isn't good. XD. I usually have to have some type of background noise, like a TV or music. Otherwise when I hear noises or sounds that freak me out, I'll toss and turn thinking of terrible things that arn't likely to happen. It SUCKS. Okay, I'm going to stop rambling on and on now. See ya! And I'll try to put up new stuff soon, for anyone who actually cares...haha.