- Created By ilovetamaki
Konata Cosplay!!!
So excited! Found a cosplay...FINALLY!!! Went through the anime I watch and typed in my favorite characters names and tried to find the best prices I could. I saw in my list and saw "Lucky Star" and then I thought.."KONATA". I found Konata's wig for only $30 dollars! THAT really excited me! So I looked up the school uniform. $40 dollars!!! Both of these are free shipping. I am going to try talking my mom into ordering the wig tonight and then after my birthday, which is on Tuesday, I will order the rest, because I will have more money then. I just really want to order the wig so I can wear it for one of the "spirit" days for homecoming week.
IT'S GETTING CLOSER!!!
OMG OMG OMG! XD. Tomorrow, my birthday will be SEVEN days away! Aah!! Im SO excited! I am hoping to get enough money for a cosplay costume! Im just so excited! I'll be SIXTEEN! hehehehehe. :3. I feel like it's nuts that I'm almost sixteen already. Time has flown by fast since I was in 7th grade. I can't explain how excited I am. x33. AH!. I feel like I've been talking about it quite a bit but it's understandable, right? hehe.
Paranoia
Tomorrow is Chuck E. Cheese day. I'm pretty excited but I'm full of paranoia. I invited my two friends over for next week (the ones I had a sleepover with last weekend). I havn't got a reply from either of them. I texted Kionna on Wednesday but it wasn't clear if it was a for sure thing. She said "Im excited!" but that's pretty much all we talked about. My family thinks I'm just being paranoid and I really hope so, but I just wish they'd give me an answer. I keep replaying situations in my head where they are on their way home and telling there mom how annoying I was or something along those lines. I really hope I dind't come off as weird or gross or anything. If they told me they can't or they don't want to then I'd be fine because it's a lot better than me sitting here asking all of these questions! Dx. I just needed to write this because it's driving me nuts!
Listen
So as this day ended me and my mom got into it...again. We argued about my sister who has no soul. she took my cosplay tail away from me that she gave to me. I fixed it up and turned it into something cool. I am always getting the short end of the stick. My sister does whatever the hell she wants while I sit here and do chores and work hard to get stuff...and in the end I don't get very much out of it. My sister is 13 and sits on her butt and does nothing. She doesn't work for what she gets. I express how I feel to my mom and she doesn't get it. She doesn't listen. She hears what I am saying but doesn't actually listen. These past few months have been like this and it seems like it's getting harder. I've had some negative thoughts about hurting myself or killing myself, but I decided that I'm better than that. I'm stronger than that. I can keep going. I don't have to let them pull me down. This song is extremely expiring. I'm sure what Beyonce was trying to get across isn't anywhere near close to my situation, but it's inspiring me and helping me see that things will get better, so I guess that's what's important. I am only putting this on here because I need something to vent to. I've already tried some family and twitter (xbemyherox) but it's not working. So maybe this will help? I don't know. But I want to thank everyone who reads my posts. I'm sure they arn't important to you (or maybe they are) but it makes me feel good that people read these and give me back input. Positive or negative.
