I feel like I give way too many people the benefit of the doubt. I am the one who keeps going and saying "Oh that's okay they said it won't happen again" or "No, it won't happen again because of..." blah blah blah! BS it won't happen again! I give people to many chances. I let them back into my life just to $#@! with my life some more! I really do! My "best friend", I just keeping letting her crap go on and on and on hoping she will change or HOPING things will go back to normal. I don't even want to confront her because she's already walking around like she is doing nothing wrong! "I only act like I don't care or Im not happy for you about your job because you talk about it a lot and it's annoying" HAHA OH THANKS! WHAT A FRIEND YOU ARE! And my boyfriend! He still sits there ignoring my texts. It's one thing if he's busy or has to do something but it's another thing if he does it constantly. It's not like it's SOOO god damn hard to say "Im busy so I wont reply very fast" or something like that. It's really not. Im tired of giving our human race a chance. Is it even worth it anymore? I mean, Im surrounded by such awful people all of the time. My "best friend" is having her 16th birthday party. I WOULD skip it and not go (Because honestly, Id have more fun at work than her party because she leaves me out when she has other people over...every time) but since it's her 16th, Id go. BUT she wants me to sleep over, even though I have to work at 11 the next morning. So she throws a fit when I say that I can't sleep over but I can STILL GO TO HER HOUSE! She thinks that the world invovles around herself. My birthday party, I had to arrange it to a different time thanks to her and her inablility to care about anything that goes on it my life and listen to what I have to say. WHY should I be putting anymore time into our friendship if she doesn't put in any time. WHY should I have to sit there and listen to her @#!@# about her life when she doesn't listen to anything I say. Good or bad. I wish I was homeschooled. Id get a lot done and it'd be done faster. I wouldnt have to deal with the most BS drama EVER. I wouldn't have to put up with her and her stupidness...OR ANYTHING! I am just completely sick of it. And the sad part is, Im not the only one who is realizing that she has changed. Me and 3 other friends of hers have noticed it. She's more crabby, she complains a lot more, and she has distanced herself from all of us and isolated herself with this other girl. She complains about being tired but she goes home, eats, does homework, plays sims or reads a book then go to bed. What do I do? I get home and I am only able to relax for 10 minutes before I have to go to work and HOPEFULLY Ill get there in time to be able to eat. I dont have time to do homework. So I have to hope and pray that I can finish it all in the one study hall that I do have. Yet, I don't walk around and treat other people like complete and total crap. Am I tired? Heck yes. Do I complain about it? Sure, sometimes. Ill admit it. But no way in hell would I blame my rude-ness on my lack of sleep....every day. It's getting old and Im giving up. She's been my best friend for 8-9 years now. And....well. She's throwing it all down the drain for a friend (or whatever other reason it is) that's she's only known for 3-4 months. I mean REALLY?! But it's whatever. I'll just start treating her like she treats me. She wants to write her new best friend a 2 paged long note while she writes 2 or 3 sentences. Ill write a word back. Just one. She wants to sit there and talk to me like I have no sense, then I will talk to her like she has no sense. Im serious. Same with my boyfriend. He wants to wait to reply to me 2 hours later, then Ill just have to wait 3 hours. IM done.