So before me and my ex friend had problems, we depended on eachother way too much. I was always the most independent, but we still relied on eachother a great deal. I always thought that I needed somebody, a friend or a boyfriend. I always thought that I could never walk by myself. That I could never do anything alone. Last night, I had confronted someone because they were confessing their love to my boyfriend. Then the girl goes and tells me no one likes me. I laughed. Then she told me that the world would be better off without me. I laughed even harder. But it got me thinking (I think a lot). I am deffinately aware I am not the most liked person in my school, but I am also aware that the matter of the fact is I don't care. This is just highschool! Why the hell should I care what people think of me? I may not have a ton of friends, but I am allowed to say that I don't have to feel the need to comform just so I can have friends or so I can fit in and feel belonged. This may or may not sound conceited, but I love who I am and I am not willing to change my personality for anyone. Not at all. I am who I am and you can either take it or leaving because guess what! IM NOT GOING ANYWHERE!!!
Before and Now
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