Well Im not sure where I went wrong, but everything is getting very very chaotic. Im slowly losing my friends. And not only that but I am a very trusting person, but Ive been finding it harder and harder to trust anyone anymore. Im hurting and stressed out. And it doesn't help that I work everyday next week except Monday and Tuesday. Days have just been getting harder and harder to get through and I don't know what to do anymore. I thought everything would be fine up until today when I realized that my friend Savannah was upset with me because of lies that were told to her by my manager at work. So that was "dandy".... Then my other two friends act like they dont want to be by me so I sit with my friend Devin and my ex. Who will be leaving over the summer for college. I feel like Im falling apart. I thought I could handle having no friends, but I don't think I can.