OKAY so today was pretty amazing. But it all started last night around 8. I worked an 11-7 shift and it was pretty terrible. Not the shift but because I was very sad and upset and just plain old sick of everything that has been going on. After work I met up with a friend who I met through church. We went to Perkins and talked and talked. She had good advice for me, and I had good advice for her. Well mostly. I took her to Walmart and home so she didn't have to walk and so she had stuff that she needed. I treated myself to some sexy underwear and some bath rock things that supposebly releases tension and stress. It was a very big struggle trying to get out of her driveway because she lives in an apartment and there were cars everywhere and I almost started crying because I didn't want to hit one!!!! I got home and got into the bath tub right away. I was in much need of being clean and relaxed. I used those rocks and WOW were they nice. I spent an hour or so in there and it felt GOOD. I shaved (what girls usually shave) and I just felt so good. Haha. About everything. I got out and just laid in bed watching anime until I fell asleep. Popotan<3. Haha. I slept so amazingly!!!, too!! The only few times I woke up I fell right back asleep again. I woke up feeling refreshed and great! I was about to watch The Notebook but my mom came home and asked if I wanted to watch The Bodyguard with her. The movie with Whitney Houston in it. It was soooooooooooooooooooooo good.<3. Then we went shopping so I could buy a bra to go with my sexy underwear XD (yes that's what I call it) and I found one but I was way too embarressed to buy it so I made my aunt do it (IDK). I got home and just relaxed. Then I decided to dress up a bit (even though I wasnt going anywhere). I just wanted to feel better about myself. And I did. I took pictures with bunny ears on ^-^. Now Im laying in bed relaxing some more hoping that tomorrow plays out just fine. I just broke up with my bf/Tyler. I figured that if I wanted to get anywhere, I needed to be single. I don't believe I ever wrote about this (but I could be wrong) but I have such strong feelings for my ex. I did before I dated Tyler. It wasn't right being with Tyler feeling the way I felt about my ex. And not only that but I need to be SINLGLE! I need to be solo. SOLO SOLO SOLO!!! lol. I just need time for me like I did this weekend. My friend last night told me that I shouldn't be with either of them. That I need to be single. And I agree with her so much. I knew that the whole time, but I needed someone else to say it to make it actually real for me. Right now Im listening to Adele. God I love her. She totally deserved all those awards she won. <3.