Today I had a really hard time deciding what I was going to do. I had planned on going to a bigger mall an hour away from town with my best friend Savannah but THEN, doing as my family does, they make plans to go to a bigger zoo, 2 hours away from town. My friend and I had planned this mall trip for quite some time now. My mom told me she wouldn't be upset if I went to the mall. It really hurts though not going with her, but I know I won't be happy going due to the fact that the van will be crowded. My sister will be her teenage self and be a little brat to everyone because she's a teen girl haha. I know that I was like that at one point too so it makes me laugh because I thought "wow im not like that at all i will never go through that phase" ahaha. but I so did and now she's going through the same one. Then my youngest sister will NOT stop talking. My mom and aunt will be fine, but then there's the baby who might cry and then my uncle robert probably end up getting frustrated and angry too. The downside of goiing to the mall would be not knowing how to get there. Im gonna have to use a GPS. OR SOMETHING. I have always been raised for family first. always. and when i was my sister's age i thought friends came first. But i know that's now true now. Family has always been here for me, unlike my friends...