Last night I woke up at 3 in the morning randomly like I always do and had a text from Kurtis, my bf, telling me he wants to break up because his mom is waiting to be diagnosed with cancer and he has a lot going on and he wants to fix things with his mom. I just want to be there for him. I love him so much and I hate seeing him go through this... AGAIN. Last time he and I were together his dad was also diagnosed with cancer, but I guess the doctors took care of it. I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do. I want to go to school and tell him if he really wants to break up with me I want him to look me in the eyes and tell me he DOESN'T love me without hesitation, without lying. Just yesterday he wrote me a note telling me he loved me so much and he wanted to cry of happiness. It breaks my heart and I don't know what to do. I'm probably going to cry all day today and a ton of people will see me and I hate that.