Today I don't have school because teachers have a big PLC meeting thing. My mom doesn't know it, but I am going over to my boyfriend's house for a sleepover. She thinks I'm going to my best friend's house. I'm really nervous. Not only am I lying to her, but I have to meet his grandparents. I am not really a people person at all. Especially when I have to get to know them on a more personal level. I have a bad phobia of meeting people. A really bad phobia. My anxiety is sky rocketing! I just got put on medicine last week for my anxiety, because it has gotten to be so bad. I hope that it works (I'm on Prozac) because I don't want to be put on a heavier medicine for it...my doctor said valium and I was like "no thanks" haha. Anyways, I'm really freaking nervous and my mind is going crazy! D:. I know I should probably wait until my medicine is more effective, but it kind of works out perfectly this weekend. I am seriously sick to my stomach. It doesn't help that last night I puked, and I am not entirely sure why. I usually have a strong stomach and the last time that I threw up was when I ate Chili at Wendy's a month or 2 ago. I threw up cheese this time x_x. But only a little. I had gotten up every 2-3 hours because I felt so sick. D:. Bleh. Now my nerves aaah. They are driving me up the wall. :(.