So yesterday was my 2nd "recovery day" out of four from my oral surgery. I woke up quite a few times in the middle of the night and took some ibuprofen and hydrocodone to make the pain go away lol. It was all okay, though. I was in a really good mood until my little sister Jaidyn started being disrespectful to me. I was NOT okay with that, nor am I ever okay with it. We finally left to go eat lunch (which I could only eat french fries lol). I met Brandon at this mattress place because my aunt and uncle wanted to go check it out to get a new mattress. I was extremely out of it because at noon I had taken a hydrocodone (at the scheduled time) and was all drugged up. I could barely walk or see straight lol. Brandon was kind of being a meany about it, but he was only playing around so I wasn't offended lol. I was extremely irritable and just felt kind of numb. Really stressed out and kind of depressed. I know this feeling won't last too long, but I hate it when it comes. With everything going on I was about ready to explode and I was just really crabby and I feel horrible about it, but I just got all of my wisdom teeth taken out, I was in pain, I was drugged up, tired, and emotional-that last thing I needed was 2 little girls crying and whining about everything. It really sucked. I swore last night to one of the girls that one day she will have her wisdom teeth removed and I'll make damn sure I'm there annoying the crap out of her. Brandon was being really supportive though. I appreciate it more than anything. He's such a sweet guy and I just love him so much. I am so happy he and I are back together and I can't imagine him not being in my life. I don't think I've ever appreciated another human being this much in my entire life. Of course I have appreciated my best friend, Kaylee, but he treats me...like a princess. It's amazing. I almost feel as if I'm not good enough for him, though. I don't feel special enough, but I am not taking any of the time I have with him for granted. I cherish literally every single second I have with him. Every single second. One day, I want to marry him. I want to bear his children (Miroku moment) and I want to complete his life as much as he completes mine. I wish I could just simply tell him that, but it's hard for me to come outright and say it. I have, and I am positive he knows I feel this way, but still. I don't know. I'm starting to get really loopy from the meds so I'm gonna end this here.