Yesterrdaaay

Yesterday Brandon found out he was a dad from an ex girlfriend. It's crazy to say or even hear. I told him before though, that I was sticking by his side regardless and I meant that. A whole 100%. I know that a lot is going to change, but I mean, it's life. Stuff happens. I'm willing to go through this with him. I met up with him at the park to see him and try and comfort him. I was really worried. After about an hour and a half/hour, I got a message asking if I could babysit for a friend that I know from when I went to church. I was unsure about it at first, because I don't like babysitting. I'm not too good with kids. lol. (Which cripples the situation with Brandon a tad bit more). I asked if Brandon could join me and she said it was okay and to be there in like 5 minutes. XD. She just lives down the street from me (and the park where we were at) so it was all good. We got there and it was really easy watching them. I knew that they were going to be good though because I knew them through church. They are very well behaved. I just didn't know they were going to be THAT cooperative. I made them mac n cheese and butchered it. So yeah. XD. That sucked. Then we all sat on the couch to watch tv. We ended up watching Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends because I saw it on demand on cable and was like "WE ARE WATCHING THAT" and they had the episode with Cheese in it! I was excited haha. After that we put them to bed. They were so sweet. After I took the youngest (3) into bed, the other girl (8) came up to me and gave me a huge hug and it was like..the sweetest thing EVER. It was great being able to spend that time with Brandon, too. It was almost like we were looking into a glass ball seeing what our future would look like together. haha. :P. It was great.

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