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Contacting Hearts

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Well I haven't posted for a while~

I was going to post before Thursday, but I got lazy.

Anyways on Thursday I had to have that annoying surgery =_=

Basically they drugged me up with the stuff that makes you feel really high/drunk...OMG I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE THAT STUFF IT'S SO WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [that is so horrible]

And then they put me to sleep.

I've been awake during the surgery before, but it's not fun O_O

Well anyways, they took some peices of my heart out to make sure my body isn't rejecting it, and the peices came back as negative, which means it's not, so that's good.

[most of you probably don't have a clue what the hell I'm talking about.]

The worst part is that after, I had to lay flat for four hours. They had a Sailor Moon DVD so I watched Sailor Moon for four hours XDD
I don't really remember what it was about though, because I was still drugged up, but I remember a guy with long blond hair wearing a bikini top, a speedo, and tiger-striped tights, so that was REEEEEEEEEEEALLLLY creepy XDDDD

Okay there was something else I was going to post abot but now I forgot it..DAMN T_T

Well today I was trying to look all vk and I took this really awsome picture and I really liked it, but I wasn't expecting my pants to be in the picture, and I was being really lazy today and just stayed in my pajamas because all my pants are like tight skinny Tripp jeans that I didn't want to put on, so this picture is PERFECT besides the ugly GNOME jammies ;-;

LOOOOOOOOOL

I like this one better even though It looks like I have weird bald spots <__<

LOL

So yeah

I'm really bored and I haven't gotten a PM from anyone in AGES, so YES I AM GOING TO BEG FOR A PM D:

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT STOP LISTENING TO MIROTIC.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN SEXY.

I want the CD so badly DX

I found it on ebay for $16, I want to buy it but I'm not allowed to buy anything off of ebay for a while.
Maybe I can talk my parents into letting me buy it.

T_________T

The lyrics are so hot D:

Here is a video with the translation, for those of you who haven't seen.

Jaejoong tied to a wall=...
THERE'S NOT ENOUGH WORDS TO EXPLAIN HOW HOT THAT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, I wish that was my bedroom wall DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

*watches the video again*

They all look so damn sexy like that T_T

I WANT TO RAPE MY COMPUTER

...ummmm let's pretend I didn't say that.

Anyways I just wanted to share my fandom with you all <__<

OMG *RAPES*

sedfyguhijok

Okay so I'm dying my hair again AGAIN
.......AGAIN?!

I wouldn't be suprised if it fell out because I'm bleaching it, oh well it's just the coon tail part but this time I'm going to do pink and green stripes,
LIKE EMIRUS HAIR <3

Some of the bleach is dripping onto my cheeck. OMG IT BURNS IT BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Anyways

I FINALY got to pay for those Visual Kei bondage pants with the strappy things that look kind of slutty and the leg warmers. I won them a month ago but my mom failed to inform me that she wouldn't have enough money to pay for them until now so the seller relisted them on ebay and I had to wait for a month until they had the same pair of pants -_-

I also got a pair of those creeper platform shoes, the white/black checkered ones that you see alot of jrockers wear, they are like three inches thick, SO HEY I WON'T FEEL LIKE A MIDGET/CHIBI PERSON IN THEM. Yay XD

I found some of those contacts I wanted with the swirl in them, I wanted them so bad, but, THEY DON'T EVEN MAKE THEM IN MY PERSCRIPTION. DAMN THEM I WANT THOSE CONTACTS SO I CAN LIKE CREEP PEOPLE OUT. Damn my eyes, I'm probably going to be blind by time I'm 20 DX

So, my friends birthday is coming up and I didn't know what to get her, she likes yaoi, alot [she's like me XD] and she's obsessed with Kyo [Diru] so I am going to write her a KyoxDie yaoi XDDDDD
I have a litt'e postit thing on inside my notebook that I wrote during Geometry, here's what it says

• At some park
• Kyo wearing 12" platform boots, leather hotpants. [My friend is like 5'8 and always complains because Kyo is like 5'3 so she made me make him wear platforms XD]
• Die in all leather
• Kyo=seme Die=uke
• Kyo pushes Die down into rosebushes
• Fangirls taking pictures

Oh she'll love it, especially the part where Kyo and Die are in the rose bushes [That would hurt like hell O_O] LOL

Yep so I better go rinse this bleach out before my hair really falls out <___<

EDIT: I was right about the bleach...and now my hair is falling out because I left it in too long. I WAS GROWING OUT THAT PART OF MY HAIR SO I COULD DO THIS AND NOW LOOK WHAT HAPPENS. A goddamned BALD spot, and now I have to cut the other side off so it matches. I'm going to have to cut my one of my extensions and dye it now and it will look all weird and plasticy because Hot Topic's extensions are crappy.

I WANT MY HAIR BACK TT_TT

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Well I haven't posted in a while have I o_o;

Ehh there's nothing new to talk about so I guess that's why.

Oh and sorry I haven't commented posts/ect. or replied to comments DDX

Right now I feel really sick, I haven't even been able to sleep more than two hours for the last couple of nights because I have to sleep almost sitting up because I can't breath when I lay flat at the moment. I am not looking forward to dealing with shit/people tomorrow DX

Anyways, speaking of last night I had a REALLY weird dream about Reita [yes Gazetto XD] Now, I never remeber my dreams and when I do the are REALLY weird, so I was in my car and Reita was driving [oh and he was naked for some reason...^______^] I have no idea where we were going but he started to go REALLY REALLY REALLY fast and then he hit a huge ass tree and I flew out through the windsheild, but I guess I didn't die, LOL, so I got up and screamed at him
"REITA YOU BASTARD!! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY CAR NOW. YOU'RE WALKING HOME."
Yep. Then I woke up. It was pretty damn random but at least it had Reita in it~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Uhh .. yeah.

I HAVE A REITA BAG!

You can kind of see him

The other side has the rest of the boys XD

I made that bag with that stuff you print pictures on and you can iron it onto fabric, so it's not like offical merch or anything T_T

Oh
Aicle has two new PV's and they are SO CUTE

I'll attempt to post a video on here but for some reason it jumps/lags on my World so I don't know if it's my computer or what.

SUCH A CUTE SONG <3

Emiru is so cute, I want his hair T_T

The weird thing is, the pentagram thing scared the SHIT out of me so I couldn't watch the video LOL It's weord because I'm am not a reiligious person whatsoever but anything having to do with occult scares me, ALOT. LOL.

I should probably try to get some sleep now

Bye~

awrestdrtgyuihijk

Well, first day of school, It was pretty slow.

I don't know what happened but this year there are 700+ freshmen, my freshman class wass about 300 so I have NO idea how the hell that happened.
It sucks because you cannot walk ANYWHERE, it's so crowded -_-

Chinese was kind of..weird. The first fourty minutes is a study hall, then you leave to Chinese for the last fourty minutes. There's only ten students in there and there's no actual teacher in the room because it's done over a broadcasting system on a screen in front of the room, but the quality of the feedback is really bad, it's really choppy and laggy and it froze like ALOT so it was really annoying because the lady was like
Hello? Hello?
Can you hear me, hello?
OVER AND OVER.
I hope that it's not going to be like that all the time.

I have photography after that and it was kind of weird because everyone is either a junior or a senior so I'm the only sophomore, making me the youngest DD:

The funny thing is, NO ONE reconized me, seriously.
One of my friends came up to me and was like

" Holy SHIT! What the hell did you do?! Is that you?!"
And apparently I look 'creepy', LOL

Well I didn't really expect people to know who I am at first glance, I mean in the past three months I've

• Chopped most of my hair off
• Dyed it
• Dyed it again
• And again
• Oh yeah, and last week I dyed the back black
• Figured out how get the 'visual kei' look
• Stopped wearing those ugly ass glasses [I've worn glasses since I was seven and OMFG CONTACTS ARE AMAZING LIKE HOLYSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIT]

Not to mention that I CAKED on black liquid liner, it made me look like a panda but I didn't have time to redo it so I just left it alone.

Someone told me they were suprised how 'errotic' I looked because I'm normaly a extremely shy and quiet person and I hate drawing attention to myself, but I'm slowly growing out of that and not caring about what people think anymore
IT IS SO FREEING. LOL.
I honestly think it's FUN when people look at me like

"O_______________O"

"HELL YES I AM WEIRD AND I LIKE WEIRD THINGS AND MY MIND IS VERY SCREWED UP :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD"

*ahem*

Anyways, I think this year will be fun. Besides all the boring classes.