It’s June, summer time~! The weather is finally warm enough on this glacier for me to go out and about without a jacket. Goodbye cloth of many pockets, hello figure revealing clothing~! Or at least that would be the case, if I had more than two nice fitting shirts. Been jobless is severely limiting my summer wardrobe, especially when most of my spare cash is going on creatine and other such things.
My hunt for physical fitness has been taking top priority since February, and so far I’ve gained a bit more than I was expecting on my chest and shoulders. I’ll be frank, my chest sticks out even in baggy shirts now, which is good, but, in a baggy shirt that doesn’t hug my slightly slimmer than average waist, gives a rather unflattering representation. But a little unflattering visual perception isn’t gonna dampen my spirits. I’m still hitting new PBs every two days and my jogging speed is improving almost daily. Also all of this physical activity is really leveling me out. I don’t think I’ve been this un-rustled since the 8th of May last year. Though, I must say, the slow decline of my feminine looks is a bit of a worry. I don’t think I’ll be able to pull off my girly look if this keeps up.
As for my job hunting, I’ve had limited success. I went on a two week training course recently at a marketing firm that specializes in direct sales (Read as “door-to-door”) and that was pretty fun. I spent a good twelve hours out and about every day knocking about, shooting the shit with either the drag queen supervisor who recommended me during my initial interview, a deadpan Indian or the tall and rail thin captain of the Imperial Death Star. And though my shoes made my feet literally bleed at times, it was pretty fun. Though, ultimately I had to pack it in. Not so much because of my shoes (Though they didn’t help.) but because it only paid commission and, because it’s counted as a self employed job, the gran would have kicked me out to avoid a rent increase, which will also come if I make more than minimum wage. So, it looks like I’m stuck either not rocking the boat or getting one of my own.
I’ve been reading a bit more than usual lately, though it’s mostly gay romance novels and instructional books about anatomy and stuff. My video game time has sharply declined though. I don’t think I’ve played anything on the 360 for two months now and I hardly watch TV anymore, except for bonding time with gran over soap operas. I’m also becoming more musically inclined lately. It’s like I’m going through puberty for a second time but, instead of growing taller, I’m turning into more of a fag gayer. (But at least I’m still not a peroxide blonde flamer~)
Speaking of hair, I need to get mine cut. My winter locks hardly fit in with the summer weather. I need something shorter, more stylish. Suggestions~?
Yoji~
