So, here's my World Page designed especially for me. For those of you who aren't familiar with me, I'm an aspiring Manga-ka (at least in my own mind) and I enjoy many things in life, including, but not limited to: sword-fights, squirrels, lingual jokes, shiny rocks, and strawberries.
Also, I was born in Texas, but raised in Montana. No, I don't ride horses, or boil water over a campfire to heat it, and as a matter of fact, I hate Westerns! I don't have an accent (y'all) and I don't wear a ten-gallon cowboy hat with chaps. I'm a normal, everyday average citizen of America... who wishes he were somewhere else. XD I'm also agnostic, so don't come preaching to me about anything, okies? And, I won't throw you down a well, okies? Yay! Friends!!!
"You have to be realistic about terrorism. Certain groups of people, certain groups, Muslim fundamentalists, Christian fundamentalists, Jewish fundamentalists, and just plain guys from Montana, are going to continue to make life in this country very interesting for a long, long time."
~George Carlin
Or, check out our DeviantArt page [Shiro-Jinja] that Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) and I share!
Well, hope you enjoy your visit and sayonara for now! ^_^
HOLY CRAP! How long has it been since I've updated here?! ;^; I miss you guys soooo much!
You know what else I miss?
DRAWING! UFF!
School's got me so bogged down with work, it's not even funny! I just spent the last 3 hours doing Japanese History questions to prepare for the Final on Tuesday. And, that doesn't include the 2 or 3 hours I spent on it yesterday. PLUS practicing my Kanji for the Japanese Language Final I have tomorrow at 8am. I still have the hardest time between "tooi" (far) and and "gogo" (afternoon/pm). I dunno why, I guess I just can't figure out the OBVIOUS differences! X3
Also, we got DUMPED on with snow last night. I woke up this morning to 4 inches of the white stuff and 3 more inches are expected tonight! This doesn't help the fact that I HAVE to be at the university at 8am for my Japanese Final, which means I'll have to get up even EARLIER than 6am to shovel my car out on top of driving on an ICY HIGHWAY for 10 miles... *le sigh* WHY couldn't it have waited for NEXT weekend? ;3;
Still have my French Final at freakin' 7pm-9pm on Tuesday... ugh... I hate late night homework. TT^TT But, as soon as that's done, YAY! I'm on break through mid-january! OH HAPPY DAY! I'm gonna get to see Angelo real soon too! He hasn't been on in a while, so I'll have to bug him for you guys. XD He'll be starting school in January when I return. YAY!
On a good note, my skin condition seems to just be hives. They should be disappearing once finals are over or if I ever try a home remedy on them (the b/f's mom tapes pennies to hers and they go away, I wonder if that'll work...).
All in all, I'm just really tired and super anxious for the break to start. I hope to get some more drawing done! I've been working on character sketches for Kouchou: Headmaster (I think I've already mentioned this). So, I hope to get something of that sort done too!
I didn't get to see the b/f at all this weekend. Mostly because of homework yesterday and because of overwhelming snowy conditions today. *sigh* but, we're both done with finals tomorrow around 3! So, I hope we can get together then! ^_^ At least for a few hours... gawd, I haven't seen, hugged, or kissed him since 4pm on Friday! WITHDRAWALS SUCK EGGS! DX At least we can chat online for now.
Alright, well time to go back to studying my Japanese Kanji (It's actually pretty fun, to be honest, I LOVE KANJI)! Thanks for reading this post that has spammed your update box! XD
OH!!! And, before I go, here's more "Blackmore's Night" songs!!! XD Just some faves, check 'em out for more! ;3
OMYGAWD! I LOVE THIS SONG! It's soooo beautiful... just wait for the lyrics, they make me cry when I hear it... TTwTT
And, this one is just f*cking awesome, I LOVE the visuals in the lyrics and you all know how I wish to return to ancient times, it makes me feel homesick in a strange way...
Really quick, here's a new favorite song of mine by a band I was introduced to by the B/F~! KYAH! I just LOVE her voice! Look up more! They're called Black Moor's Night.
Today has been a wonderful day! :D
I woke up fresh as a daisy for starters! That's something that RARELY happens! XD Also, French and Japanese class went well and I was pretty energetic through most of 'em! ^_^ I need to study the past, plain form of verbs in Japanese, though...
Then, after class, I went out to the b/f's house and hung out. He left around noon to get to his ONLY class today, though. =P Then, around 1pm, I left his place for my job interview! It went REALLY well! I'm so excited! It seems I really made an impression with Aaron (the boss) and he said he was inviting me back for a second interview! *SQUEE* I hope I have the job~! WOOT~!
Anyhoo, finals are next week, so I'm going to try and focus on those. And, then, over Xmas Break, I'm going to TRY and do those requests that have been piling up. I got another request from someone that wants me to do NINE of her characters in chibi style. =P That's gonna be fun! :D Hope to get started sometime in the next week...
Also, I've been putting together better, and more professional, pages of Kouchou: Headmaster! I've been working on the story a lot and it's coming along well. I know the start and end, now I just need to organize and slip some special stuff into the middle parts. XD
My mind is in a perverted place right now. Blame the b/f... and that my sister and HER b/f are currently making out on the couch. *cringes* At least my b/f and I are courteous enough to NOT do that when others are around! Or to at least find a room... ;>_>
Reason hands hurt?
Dry, cold air makes for dry, cracking, peeling, disgusting skin on my hands. They bleed... ow... and hurt... ow... but, the pain tells me the medicated lotion is working. Runs in my family, some kind of skin disease that makes your hands dry all year round... no cure, just keep using lotion... *sigh*
Also, I have a huge planter's wart of my left middle finger's middle knuckle. WORST place for a wart... catches on EVERYFUCKINGTHING! Starting to get torn off and bleed... ow... also hurting...
Also have wart on left middle finger just under the above mentioned, and a small one on my thumb... hope to burn 'em off soon.
Finals next week. Monday: 10am-12noon, and 1:10pm-3:10pm. Tuesday: 8am-10am, and 7pm-9pm.
Yuck. =_=
Good news: I have a job interview tomorrow! YAY! It's a simple dishwashing job at a retirement home, but right now it's better than nothing. Only disadvantage is that it's CLEAR across town... oh well. It's easy access to the b/f's house once I'm done. XD
My dad's job might be moving... to Billings, MT. GAWD! I refuse to move! I'm in college now and have a b/f who I'm VERY involved with and love deeply! >_< So, the parents said I would have to stay here IF they move. And, now that I might have a job, I'll be able to at least pay my bills! :D WISH ME LUCK!
So, I'm two weeks away from Finals and I'm stressed out- though, what's new right?
A list of my stresses:
*I need to find a job- no success so far
*College- need to think a future plan to help pay of loans
*College- homework is piling up
*Homework- 70% of my homework is done online, and my internet has been down for the last week or two, FUCK!
*Boyfriend- he's buying me all these things for christmas and I have yet to find a THING for him! He's hard to shop for, first off, but also, I'm poorer than a church mouse, where as he seems to be doing fine financially.
*Diabetes- that's a CONSTANT stress, to be honest
*College- I would like to do well
*College- FINALS are soon!
*Parents- I'm eternally afraid of not living up to their expectations or disappointing them
Another thing to add to my list:
So, I've had this little patch of dry-skin on the back of my right thigh for a while and my b/f has known about it and such. But, that's all I've thought it was- a little patch of dry skin.
However, I've noticed three other patches starting to form as well- one on my left arm, another lower down on my right leg, and the last I found today on my left hip. I thought, "Hmm... I dunno what this is. I think I'll ask my b/f, since he knows so much about medical stuffs."
First, he asks, "Do they itch?"
No.
Then, "Well, it's not a fungal infection. It's not flesh-eating bacteria, because that would 'abscess' and die. So, it's either A) hives from over-stressing or B) skin cancer."
Of course, the words 'skin cancer' scared me shitless and I almost broke into tears in front of him! However, he said his mother often gets hives like mine when she's stressed out and that list I wrote above this doesn't cover HALF of my stresses. So, I'm hoping it's just hives... Anyhoo, I'm gonna tell my mom about 'em (so far, they've been hidden because I've thought they'd just disappear on their own) and probably go to the free clinic tomorrow and get 'em checked out.
Please, PLEASE let them be hives! >.< I can't handle ANOTHER stress to add to my growing list! TT^TT
I'm so scared.
I came home today and cried just because I'm scared.
I don't know what to do! I don't know where to go! I just wanna be held! So, please, some comforting words would be much appreciated.
I submitted that 07-Ghost Wallpaper the day before yesterday and it's on the FRONT PAGE! *glomps you all* You're all so wonderful!!!
As you can see, I'm in a good mood, contrary to yesterday.
My internet at home is down. TT^TT I'm at my workplace now. The internet being down also made it impossible for me to finish about half of my Japanese homework. I hope my teacher understands... though, she probably won't get the email about it until after she returns from Vancouver after Thursday. Oh well.
Anyhoo, I have lots of news!
I might be losing my job! D: It's so unfair! DX I've been searching relentlessly for MONTHS for a new job and now the only one I have is going away! SCREW YOU, ECONOMY! Screw you in the ass with no lube!!! What's worse is my dad's all, "Why is it SO HARD for you to find a job?!"
F*CK him! HE has a MILITARY job! His job is pretty much locked in! He doesn't work like a normal civilian! It's HARD, OKAY?! Especially for someone like me who's young and doesn't have much experience where it's NEEDED... *cries in a corner* Sometimes, I feel like no one loves me...
Then, I remember my b/f.
And, you guys. *hugs* Thanks for loving me! ^___^
At least I got to see my b/f today... that was nice. Then, I had to come into work and he has school, but... maybe I can see him tomorrow. I hope so! ^_^
I think I'll stay up late tonight and play .Hack// on the PS2... I don't have school for the rest of the week! :D MWAHAHAHAHHA!
*sigh* I'd better go... Thanks for reading!
.:~*+Yosei+*~:.
